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BYE BLOGGER

2009-08-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

changed link! ask me for it okayyyyy. byebye :)

Just A Quickie, Before I Study.

2009-08-22T23:10:00.004+08:00

7th Aug PIANO EXAM; lets not talk about it cus its omfass!

9th Aug grocery shopping for
10th Aug STELLAOOISUKHIM's BIRTHDAY PICNIC AT BOTANIC GARDENS! super nice picnic ;)

12th Aug watched UP w ks aft we RULED OOP walkthrough test. lol!

15th,16th Aug over to BOSS's place to be invisible tutor. lol!

18th Aug watched G.I.Joe with von, net, rui, stella, stranger and EE (chen haw, nx time i'll just call you EE okay? cus you said got double e means is you liao. haha) COOL SHIT!

19th Aug study at amk w ks. we'll rule that damn Wireless Technology k!

21st Aug jun drove stella, rui, net and i to ~~Singapore~~ Sembawang SC to eat ASTON. woohoo! freaking nice. think of how the taiwan host, chen chen's face expression whenever he taste something nice. OH! then the eyes go bling bling. lol. but it's really nice. and worth it too.

TODAY! met boss in the morning then von, net, rui, jus, ee at night.

things im gonna do:
#1. stop fast food for at least a month. i eat until i scared liao. seriously. lol
#2. new blog aft exams.

blogger sucks. seriously. wanna upload 5 pictures full of pretty and cute ladies also cannot. i think too pretty and cute until the processing unit see also stone then stop their work. tsk.

anw, i'll still be keeping this for memories. then..web link i think no change la. will still be -beautifulmemories. change the 'blogspot' part only. heeeeee

lai ang makes me high.
but i dont know why.

HECTIC SIA

2009-08-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

wednesday WirelessTechnology quiz.
friday piano exam.
sunday eBusinessFoundation ASSignment submission.
sunday gng out.
monday gng out.
tuesday OrientatedObjectProgramming ASSignment submission.
wednesday OrientatedObjectProgramming Walkthrough test.

i AIM to get all my assignments done by thursday so i can:
-> go for my piano exam without worries
-> play happily on sunday and monday.

CAN OR NOT HUH?

face the truth la >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> cannot :(

go practise piano liao.

what is wrong with blogger? cus i cant seem to upload photos cus idk where the upload photo button went..
noob shit.

records of :)

2009-07-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

i changed my shampoo to ASIENCE. (cus i start to have oily scalp and it is really irritating me.) it's really really REALLY nice k. my hair feels so soft and smooth like i wouldn't even care if it is messy cus it'll still look nice in any way.

today i went over to jieling's hse. and everyone said i slim dwn so much my cheeks sunk in and no more pretty. i was indeed happy. but the 'no more pretty' affected me quite a little. lol. how to have chubby chubby cheeks but slim slim body huh?

today i finally decided what kinda hairstyle i wanna cut. say "yay" cus i wont be bugging you ppl with "idk if i wanna cut hair or not leh" or "duno wad hairstyle to cut leh" kinda questions. haha.

i wanna post some photos up on what kinda hairstyle i wanna cut. but i just realised that there is no 'upload pictures' button. wonder why. next time maybe.

p.s. i really wanna be your life:) (hug)

shakes head

2009-07-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

my mentor says if im able to get at least a 'B' for every module, i can, or have a high chance of overloading my oop. as in do in-house-project and go for OOAD2 lsn at the same time so i'll be able to finish within 3 years. damn. i'd be happy enough if i can PASS, which is to get a 'D', for my WT. how in the world to get 'B'? ohmyass.

Thought..

2009-07-13T20:00:00.004+08:00

i thought everything's fine. like finally. but another one comes up. i got a feeling this is gonna be a nasty one. 在暴风雨来临之前，天空总是非常的平静。 i dont know if i said it correctly, but yea the meaning is there. i know it is gonna come. can i not face it?

D: don't care lah..
A: you know you must care, and you know you must face it. thats the truth, and you're not gonna run away from it.

i know its super long ago 24th June, but i'll just upload some pictures la.

HAPPY 18th BIRD-DAY!! :)

S.U.C.K.S

2009-07-03T11:13:00.002+08:00

im feeling better already.

i did a lot of thinking these few dayssss,

but there's still no answer to my queries.

questions, answered, canceled.
questions, answered, canceled.
questions, answered, canceled.
repeatedly.

this sucks.

i think WT sucks.
i think my WT tutor sucks.
no.
i think emilene sucks.

C.R.A.P

2009-06-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

let me cry until i become blind

let me sing until i am mute

let me blast songs into my ears until i turn deaf

let me disappear from this world; from everyone's memory.

<3

2009-06-24T10:11:00.003+08:00

went over to boss's house on monday and i ate durian!!

i twisted his hand, poked his rib, taupoked him. and in return he elbowed my eye, dropped my phone.

all accidents la. haha!

i still wanna eat more durians.

term break is ending this sunday. so sad T_T

cravings~

2009-06-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

i watched ghosts of gfs past with boss on friday. i thought it was quite nice. funneh ghosts.

then i met my mushrooms at night! haha.

i wanna eat durians. >.< its the durian season now right? mannnn~~~

satisfied

2009-06-20T19:13:00.006+08:00

19June09

jun zhi said: "eh emilene, 你瘦了leh."

so happy. lol

SHOPPING FINALLY

2009-06-14T22:41:00.008+08:00

i finally got myself a new purse.
i finally got myself footwears. sorry my dearest jieling. see me wear and you pretend that it is your leg la. will you be happier that way? heee dont sad la. i giib euu kisshhXx.
i finally got myself a new skirt. the loooooong loooong one you know.
i finally got myself a new bracelet. so nice so nice. i like i like.

kakaka, lucky she dont read my blog. if not i think she'll kill me if she sees this picture up.

kukumalu. tam jia shot.

camera shy

she become da da. i downgrade to zhong zhong. haha. our secret.

she is taking pictures with my phone. and,

this was what she was trying to do.

haven't been taking self shots for quite some time and this is what happens.

this was the.. 3rd or 4th attempt i think haha!

about 12pm i sms-ed my 2 loves to wear heels cus i wanna wear heels. if i wear and dont inform them, they'll complain saying im the tallest among them already still wanna wear heels. therefore, i asked them to wear.

then we shopped around to buy our stuffs. i was already complaining that my leg is pain around 2pm. until later i bought one of my footwear, jieling ask me to change since my leg is pain. i dont want. i said i wanna train cus i haven been wearing heels for a long time. at least half a year. about 6pm, i finally gave up and change to the first footwear i bought. wahahaaaaa. then she say i loooussssyyyyy. heheheeeeeee

my precious dearest darling lovely cousinsssssssssss, i love you so much so much so much. im glad we weren't biological sisters. cus i dont think we'd be that close as we are now if we were.

i love everything i bought today! so happy so happy.

both of them are also very happy because seeing me spend money makes them happy. LOL.

2nd post

2009-06-13T12:27:00.001+08:00

PK - 梁靜茹&曹格

你有堅持的事情
我也有我的個性
這次不讓妳 call我兄弟飆歌去
跟兩個人有關係
你卻一個人決定
情緒谷底約好姊妹喝香檳

最恨別人對我不相信
我嚮往的親密是一起做決定
干涉太多是囚禁
溝通太少是疏離
愛有千百萬種定義

三天不聯絡和解要被動
不談對錯假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流殘局你來收
雖然心疼不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

〃間奏〃

你有堅持的事情
我也有我的個性
這次不讓妳 call我兄弟飆歌去
跟兩個人有關係
你卻一個人決定
情緒谷底(情緒谷底) 約好姊妹喝香檳

最恨別人對我不相信
我嚮往的親密是一起做決定
干涉太多是囚禁
溝通太少是疏離
愛有千百萬種定義

三天不聯絡和解要被動
不談對錯假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流殘局你來收
雖然心疼不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

三天不聯絡和解要被動
不談對錯假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流殘局你來收
雖然心疼不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

三天不聯絡和解要被動
不談對錯假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流殘局你來收
雖然心疼不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

isn't this very true?

O-V-E-R OVER! ITS OVER!

2009-06-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

CT IS OVER! so happy. but i'm sfraid i won't be happy with the results. sucks sucks sucks :(

I AM GOING SHOPPING AND EATING AND SHOPPING AND EATING AND EATING AND EATING AND SHOPPING WITH JIELING AND AH GIRL THIS SUNDAY! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! SPEND MY SAVINGS UNTIL ZERO DOLLARS AHHHHHH. no la im just kidding =\

i need:
new purse
new watch
new foot wears
new clothes
new accessories

i'm so sleepy. so high. head so pain still.

not well

2009-06-08T20:51:00.001+08:00

i think i must have sufficient sleep.
i think i must sleep early.
because if i dont,

head ache
heavy head
nauseous

like now.

L-O-V-E

2009-06-01T19:27:00.003+08:00

chenhaw 'says:
lol

chenhaw 'says:
this is

chenhaw 'says:
weird

chenhaw 'says:
u actually put a cat as ur dp!

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
whyyyyyyyyy?

chenhaw ' says:
lmao

chenhaw 'says:
i tot u hate cats?!

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
wth? you talking to wrong person ah?

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
LOL

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
i like ah

chenhaw 'says:
SHI MEH!!!

chenhaw 'says:
no lei ! i tot u hate

chenhaw 'says:
=/

chenhaw 'says:
omg

chenhaw 'says:
GG

chenhaw 'says:
ok

chenhaw 'says:
:$

went to KE's concert on the 29th. was nice. although justina, i caught you um-chio-ing for uncountable times because you were distracted by us, you still did great. more stable when singing infront of audiences liao wor! jyjy.

wejian was funny. "who are you to take away my beast?!"

so nice. i am done with my ass-ignments. CT next week. hopefully my brain engine is working well. i scared leh :(

dont know what is my boss doing now. i miss you.

p.s. to jus, tell me if you want wj's back view okay. although another girl is sitting beside him, i can help you cut her away. lol

weekENDS

2009-05-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

woke up early to see my oily hair as if someone poured a table spoon of oil on my hair while i was sleeping.
wash my face, brush my teeth and started ass-ignment.
bath and back to ass-ignment.
eat lunch and back to ass-ignment.
went to toilet to pee and shit and back to ass-ignment.
went to look for ice-cream to eat but all finished by my brother then back to ass-ignment.
bath again and back to assignment.
dinner then ass-ignment.

waaaaaaaaaaa can die man~ nvm nvm. tahan! 3 more weeks only!

!@@$@#%#$^%$&$%^@$@$!$#@%$%^%$&%^%#$@$!@#!@$#$%$!!!!!!!!!

i'll upload jus's concert pictures after im done with my ass-ignments okay? sry ladies. :\

Tired

2009-05-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

action speaks louder than words.

MEOW

2009-05-23T19:42:00.002+08:00

i found this cute lil creature at my blk while i was doing last min work for my photography assignment submission.

last assignment for now. and my topic is about people. i need a total of 30 shots of different ppl. gonna go ard taking snapshots of ppl idk. pray they dont charge towards me when they see me taking pictures of them okay?

anw this cat hasn't been found by the SPCA. realise its ear is not cut and the tail is still long? haha. then i told my BOSS and he said he is gonna call the SPCA soon. so sad. of course he is just saying. like he'd be bothered to call up the SPCA. lol. I MISS YOU BOSS!

NERD

2009-05-19T23:00:00.001+08:00

i have been paying attention in OOP lesson. gladly, i am catching up with what the tutor is trying to teach. i think i just need more practice. but i am very lazy to do so. hee heee. cannot cannot. im aiming for A. wish me luck.

DB DB DB DB DB DB DB DataBase. can i get a B for this module? my boss has been helping me with the practicals. and i'm catching 1 or 2 balls finally. Theory part, the more my tutor explains, the more confused i get. He talks like those... i dont think i can say it here can i? :X the kinda voice that makes you feel irritated when you hear them. plus.. i cant say either.

so the class always gets irritated when he tries to explain. cus the more he explain, the more we ask cus the more we get confused. and the more we ask, the more irritated he sound (his voice already sound irritating). in the end, most of my classmates got irritated. including the tutor. rofl.

i'm afraid WT Wireless Technology is a gone case. my mind gets totally drifted away during his class. this year's yr3 MBS students just started learning this module. oh my head! i'm aiming for a C+ though. na mo oh me tuo fo.

EBF eBusiness Foundation, B+ okay? got to pong all the logical craps already.

Photoprahpy lsn. my boss dont wanna teach me how to take nice shots. luckily i got into this photography module. soo cool, when they teach you how to take nice shots and let you practise on your own. not cool, when you have to take so many shots to submit as assignment. i am enjoying this module though. cus i think it'll be and it is, the most interesting module among the rest of the IS modules that i have taken and am going to take. also because baby's in this module too. :)

babies are always so cuddly and they always smells nice. maybe because the parents always put so much powder on them. maybe i should put alot of powder on myself too so that i will smell as nice as them. cuddly i can leave it out la. haha

i love his hair.

elaine is gng so gaga over this girl. haha. but she is so cute isn't she?

oh yea, that day during lsn my DB tutor saw this photo. and he asked: "whose child is this?"
"my future kid"
"are you sure? this child doesn't look local"
-.- "she is not"
"then you said she is going to be your kid?"
"i'm marrying an angmor in the future"
"oh"

"ohh mummy gave me bread to eat!"

"mummy wants me to let the swans eat the bread. but i want to eat them.."

"hehehe i love snatching games"

mushroom + kimo dinner! haha. sound like stir fried mushroom w kangkong as one of the dishes for dinner. lol. like Xr said, she is like in every grp's outing. VIP siol~ dont keep laughing at me ah! i ask my friend to tell me the joke then i'll rmb and make all of you laugh until you all chua sai then buttocks drop out + rolling on the floor i tell you. :\

so sucky

2009-05-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

i have to submit Database practicals. but i don't know how to do them.
i have to submit OOP practical by coming tuesday. but i have difficulty doing them.
i am having headache because i haven't been sleeping enough for the past few days. actually i did. 8 hours of sleep. i don't understand why do i still feel so tired.
i am feeling so tired today which made me unable to concentrate during OOP lesson. oh noooooooo..
i am complaining because i feel moody.
i am feeling moody because i fell down today and disfigured my knee cap and it is hurting.
i am feeling moody because of that because because because BECAUSE it's be hurting and i'll have to take note of my actions so as to prevent myself or other ppl from hurting my wound even more so that i dont leave an ugly scar on my LEG!
and this, is the reason, i dont like to and am very scared of falling down.

how i wish there can be a 4m X 4m mattress under my feet everywhere i go. so i dont have to worry about hurting myself when falling down.

my ankle feels a bit weird. i hope nothing is wrong with it. :(

Java programming

2009-05-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

posts before was about how much i dislike programming. but ever since that day i manage to compile and run the program done on my own, i felt super happy. it is suppose to print out:

Miles...........Kilometers
1 ..................1.609
2 .................(2 * 1.609)
3 .................(3 * 1.609)
4 .................(4 * 1.609)
5 .................(5 * 1.609)

but in the end i compiled and run, it came out only:

Miles...........Kilometers
5 ..................(5 * 1.609)

i think i just missed out 1 particular sentence to complete the whole thing. but i just don't know what is it. anyway, it is my first time finishing a program myself. and, i am very very happy!

come on TAN YI NI! you know you can. :)

Belated Bday Celebration

2009-05-02T18:58:00.008+08:00

its been a long time since we went shopping tgt. as in buying stuffs together. sometimes there'll only be one of us spending money, most of the time, one of us will watch the 2 of us spend money. this time, all of us spent money! even though ah girl didn't spend much, but she still spent money! lol. i'm just super happy to go shopping with them.

we never fail to eat sinful food whenever we go out tgt. NEVERRRRR. haha.

so we went to suntec city to meet our aunties and uncles and cousins for mini steamboat buffet. to celebrate mother's day in advance. i.. wouldn't recommend anyone to go there cus its not that nice.

then we cut my bday cake! i decided on the hazelnut flavour (frm prima deli) cus we never tried it before, and i know it smells nice cus i like to eat kinder bueno. and it turned out nice! :) nuts are crunchy. not alot of cream. not too sweet. you won't get sick of it that fast. but still, i like blackforest the most. hazelnut the 2nd la. heh.

since i came back from India, i've been eating and eating and eating siollllll. i think before i gain back my weight, i'll start jogging again after i'm not sick anymore. like crap man.. i've been sick for 2 weeks! India don't have swine flu right? lol im just asking. even if they kena it'd definitely be after we got back.

enjoy the pictures. :)

start of school

2009-04-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

start of torture. seriously, seriously, seriously, i dont like programming. it suck. its the suck-iest thing that we have to learn. once again, i have no idea why am i in an IT course when i seriously have no interest in IT stuffs.

all i know about mobile phone, is to call ppl. send text messages to ppl. receive text messages from ppl. take pictures. play the games (i dont even know how to play some of the games). save little reminder/memo.

saddest thing ever about studying for those who don't like studying but know that they have to study for their own sake is, we don't get to study the things we are really interested in.

one last thing that i have no idea is what am i typing about for the paragraph above this. because i am very sleepy. goodnight.

i miss you boss.

19 years after my Birth Day :)

2009-04-25T23:21:00.001+08:00

"hey heeeeyyyy!!"

i just saw xiao rui la! lolol

ahhhhhhh.. emilene is so sick so sick so sick. sad. come on body, fight and win the germs!

UPDATE YOOO

2009-04-12T14:11:00.005+08:00

back from 3 days 2 nights trip to and in a captial of Kerala, Tri-van-drum. 10 hours of train ride! first time experiencing sleeping in train. i cant sleep peacefully. cus i cant just sleep anywhere.

i havent slept well for the whole week cus of the projectssssss. but now that we are done with it, i am gonna sleep untilllllllllll i shiok. :) ok la. maybe not. gonna spend my time well with the remaining 4days here.

ohya. i dreamt i met net and evon at a coffee shop last night. then i dreamt of mummy. then i woke up liao.

actually i am very sleepy and i have no idea about what am i typing. i just feel like blogging but i am very lazy to go into details of what we did on which day. i don't even have the strength to recall or think about anything. haha. i'll just upload afew photos and end of this post for today. :)

India time: 1250hrs

20th March

21st March

i took that shot! cool ya? haha.

Countdown: 9 Days

2009-04-07T20:30:00.005+08:00

16th march - visiting of Indian Temple.

we watched the Indian Classic Dance on the 17th. sat very far away and can't see their face clearly. we were showed some videos in the classroom in the morning before we went for this performance at night. their facial expressions seriously seriously, i got nothing to say. its funny, scary, yes it is, but in another way of looking at it, they are really professional performers.

India Time: 2340hrs

KILL!

2009-03-31T01:29:00.002+08:00

i was doing research until i am so pek chek. what about? Human Resource Managing in India. it is one of the group project we have to do for our Insight into India module here. firstly, i dont like such topic already. secondly, i wouldn't wanna care about how they manage their foreign or local talents. but still i have to do research on it. and i dont understand any shit about the research results, which makes me super dulan.

it is 11pm here in India now, and i have to wake up by 7am tmr for breakfast then off to morning class. i am very sleepy. but i don't feel like sleeping because my stomach feels so bloated because i ate a energy bar at 9pm.

so far i've been killing all the insects that comes into my room. killing most of the insects that i spot. i've seen many many other insect that i haven't seen in Singapore before. i killed them all. and it feels sooooo nice sooooo good sooooo GREAT to see them dead! see their body liquid around their dead bodies. i am gonna kill some more for the next 2 weeks and 3days that i'll be here.

man i am only left with 2 weeks and 3 days! i like the slacking feel here. its so shiok. really very shiok. even if i have to wash the clothes myself, even if i have to sweep the room myself, even if i have to change the bed sheet myself.

but still, i wanna go back to Singapore. back to my house. back into my bed. where i don't have to wash my clothes myself, where i dont have to sweep the room myself. i still have to change the bed sheet myself.

LUCK!

2009-03-29T23:40:00.004+08:00

14th march

Did i mentioned about the martial arts that they have that we went to have a look at? try my facebook and see if i've uploaded the videos successfully. heh.

15th march

As beautiful as what we always see on TV?

We came alllll the way down from alllll the way up there. how "up"? as "up" as you see. seriously. i swear. imagine how freaking scared i was. let me repeat, the steps were super duper steep okayyyyyyy.

Go back lo. we climb back up to the top. fucking tiring. i almost fainted.

Mr Suresh Kumar

i took these 2 pictures with my back facing the view. its super high i tell you. as we went all the way up up up, all i could see was just my leg and darkness. it is also after this, i dreamt bout falling down the mountain that night.

finally, after so many days or playing, tmr is our common test. wish me good luck. i don't wanna repeat another module again. screw OOP. nnb.

India Time: 2245hrs

Singapore Delicacies

2009-03-27T02:32:00.001+08:00

beancurd
hokien mee
ba chor mee
ba kut teh
claypot laksa
spring roll
fried sotong ball
wanton mee
fried wanton
takoyaki
ToriQ
Subway
yong tau foo
stir-fried broccoli
stir-fried luncheon meat w potato
ABC soup
corn soup
lotus soup
duck rice
lor mee
cai tao kuey (black and white)
hotdog bun
vege dumpling
tang yuan
KFC
McDonalds
Mos burger
Pastamania
cai fan

mummy's fried rice
ah ma's curry and ngor hiang and glutinous rice

STARBUCKS Java Chips!
strawberry red/milk tea
honeydew green/red/milk tea
pearl milk tea
oreo coffee
ice lemon tea
green tea (99% are carbonated drinks here. super sad.)
winter melon tea
chrysanthemum tea

so far thats all i can think of. maybe you ppl wanna help me group them see which is mee, which is rice, fried, non-fried, lol. kidding la. i wont care bout my weight when i get back until i've eaten all the food i yearn to eat.

ok la maybe a little.

OKAY.. more than a little~

I Miss I Miss I Miss... EVERYONE :(

2009-03-25T01:56:00.011+08:00

their Holi festival on the 11th of march.

Briefing on how the ppl will react the moment they sees us.

The brave Wei Jie who wants to be the first to say "Hello" to them, in the end being the first to be attacked by them. haha. (Wei Jie is in blue. the black top is one of the student leader.)

Like scary ah the red? haha. cont' to see more colours.

Most of the colours are on his face. haha.

They looove to take pictures.

Rena Loh, don't you try to peek under his "skirt". horny lady you. hahaha.

They are gonna get water to splash on everyone.

SIAM AHHHHH!!!!

The birthday boy, Melvin, who got sabo-ed until so jialat. lol

I do like pink, but i don't want to be in pink colour like willey. lol

After a shower, we're heading off to the village. first time gng there.

First time experiencing so many pair of eyes staring at you wherever you go. vehicles with people inside horned at us whenever they ride pass us and some went "WOOHOOO!!" or "HEYYYYY!!" and we just stare back with a "0.0" expression.

This is like a COOL~ huh?

well, not so. until you see a 12 yrs old kid riding a bike or driving a car. i did not manage to snap them cus it happened too fast. and everyone went "WHAT THE FUCK!!!!????" LOL. seriously.

Vinson is soon, gonna fall in love with my baby casio. ;)

oh did i mention i dropped it on the ground for the very first time without the casing? man i tell you, it dropped, and bounced a little, and glided for a short distance la. my heart broke apart at that moment man. OMFG. until now, my heart still hurts seeing the scratches. but lucky the screen protector is on. so its the screen protector that got scratched. man i cannot imagine if it is the screen that got scratched. can cry man.

Cute huh? You will NEVER EVER see this in Singapore. haha.

Taxi.

Are you thinking what i'm thinking?

The jeep's bird. lol

These, are all SUPER DUPER FREAKING sweet. you can never imagine how sweet is it.

Sexy pose

See the freaking dimples. i poked them in. no la. i jealous.

Shaun eating his kebab. "heee hee, gooorrt foooooodd..."

we went to Dr. Paul's house for a visit later in the evening.

First time seeing a bed in the middle of the room? me too. haha.

Celebrated Melvin's birthday.

i need

2009-03-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

i think im officially having home sick.

i need some space to cry.

LIKE FINALLY!

2009-03-23T01:40:00.001+08:00

Our breakfast in the plane. man i tell you, its fake roti prata and fake curry.

These are my leftovers.

At the back of the seats.

sorry i forgot to click on "large" before i uploaded the 5 photos above. hehe

This, is not the plane we sat. haha. i just happen to take it when we landed at the airport while in our plane.

one of the hundred houseflies at the cafeteria we had our lunch aft we landed at the airport cum while waiting for the next flight.

air conditioned room plus toilet plus balcony. plus alot of insect. =.=

Where we are staying.

I experienced the ride in this Jeep 1 week after i reached. its cool yo. haha.

The board they use to arrow which building to go to. cute huh. haha

The balcony door. i dare not open the balcony door cus im afraid of the insects that will fly in. lol.

The main door. toilet is beside the door.

thats all for tonight. i am super tired cus i just got back from another part of calicut this evening. we had an overnight stay at that part. was fun but was super duper energy draining. goodnight!

India time: 3/22/09, 2315hours

2009-03-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

14th march, Saturday

We went to quite a few places for the whole day. I can’t really remember where though. Was super tired that day so I only took a few pictures. I remember gng to the mosque. We’re not allowed to step in cus of some reasons and idk what are they.
Oh we are being brought ard by a tour bus. Of course, there is a tour guide with us. He explained about the mosque thingy that children stay with their uncles rather than their parents. So its mostly females staying in or ard the mosque I think. The rest I forgotten. Cus I can’t uds what he say.

Then we went to the museum for lunch. We eat outside the museum of course. There is see-saw and swing outside. So after our lunch, everyone started taking turns to sit. Well, almost everyone. I was one of them of course. i don’t remember when was the last time I sat on a swing. Oh our lunch was ta-bao-ed. Looks like poh pia, taste a bit like poh pia. But I don’t think it is poh pia la.

There was a wife of don’t know which professor in NITC with her son who came along with us. She was very nice. And her son had a super great time with our guys here. I’ll try to see if I can get pictures. If not, go my boss’s blog and check if he has them. Haha.

After playing for quite some time, the museum is finally open. We are not allowed to take pictures of anything inside, but we have to carry our things in cus we can’t possibly leave them outside. In the end, you know la huh. Take out carefully and snap here and there is as easy as abc! But I didn’t snap any. Cus I wasn’t in the mood that day. haha.

Did I mention that it is a definite thing to litter here? Cus they don’t have the most common thing in Singapore, DUSTBIN.

Then we went to see their traditional martial arts. I videoed some of them down as they were performing different types of martial arts. Got quite a few mosquito bites frm there also. -.- then I think we went back to our guest house.

15th march, Sunday

This, is the scariest day in my life so far. Early in the morning, we set off to the mountain. We’re being drove up by the tour bus. Got a bit of motion sickness but I did not vomit. The mountain definitely had a supremely nice view. But I am super duper supremely scared of heights so it was a super duper scary ride up the mountain especially with 9 of those 180degree turn while gng up.

We reached and we went to the lake. And there were those peddling boats there and everyone started paying for the tickets which cost about 30 rupees for 20 minutes and they started paddling off.

I didn’t want to go in the first place but I see everyone having fun so why should I miss it out and besides, baby knows how to swim so I don’t have to worry about getting drowned even if I fell into the water. Lol. So baby and I rented a boat. And yes indeed, it was fun! I see red and blue dragon flies. All 蜻蜓点水-ing. Haha.

And later on we went to see the waterfall. If my memory is working well, it is named the needle rock waterfall. the bus couldn’t go all the way into the waterfall cus the pathway there was meant for people to walk alllllll the way there. And it is so fucking uneven. So bloody loooooooooooong road. So many fucking stairs. its slope is getting steeper as we walk down. So many holes here and there and I almost sprained my ankle.

I seriously thought I should have stayed in the bus to sleep. But when I reached there, the scenery was really really really nice. Everyone went to feel the water except for me and my roommate. Cus im so scared of falling down on the uneven rocks once I stand up that I don’t want to move my butt at all.

When climbing back up the stupid pathway, it started raining. -.- hey its raining in india yo! And I was like knnbccbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I can faint anytime man.

After that we were suppose to go to a cave but due to the weather, we were not allowed to go.

We went to one of the professor’s house at night. Then back to our guest room. Man I dreamt of falling dwn from the mountain after I fell asleep la. DON’T LIKE.

16 March, Monday

Lessons in the morning and we went to some temple that is 4km away from our guest house. The campus provided us a transport vehicle, truck. I think it is a truck. It is like on television, where there is a lot of people, seating around the temple looking at a performance. Of course, I videoed it down. Then we went back to our guest house after that.

Later at night after I sleep, I dreamt of mummy and didi. They asked me to go somewhere with them. So I went. Then I was in a rush to campus-ngee ann poly- for lesson. So she said I could take the bus number 15 or 16 from there after they bought finish their things and I was like, OK~

So we went to the bus stop to wait for the bus. Then a globin suddenly appeared trying to attack me. And mummy and didi just stand there looking at me like they wanna leave me to die. And suddenly they are gone. So I fought the globin, took away his weapon and boarded the bus leaving it at the bus stop. Then I woke up and felt warm in the air-conditioned room. -.- and I went “what the hell..”

their holiday, 11th march

2009-03-14T09:38:00.000+08:00

on this day, they will go ard playing with coloured powders and buckets of water to be put and splashed onto ppl. it is for good luck i guess. i am still very clean in the end cus i didnt wanted to get painted or wet. i stood quite a distance away from them to that i'd stay clean and they know i don't wanna get painted. needless to say wet. pictures cannot be uploaded again and i dont uds why i cant when others can. i am so sorry ppl. video i think i'll upload on fb. its faster. but idk when then i'll upload. heh.

then back to our guest house and slack until 5pm and we went out to walk on the streets. seriously, we are like the "bright stars" wherever we walk. taxis drive slowly when passing us just to see us more clearly, truck drivers horned us and made some funny noise and gave us funny face, buses horned us and passengers inside all turned to look at us, ppl on streets stopped at the pathway or the side of the road to see us. lol. i am now gng for another trip to idk whr in calicut. maybe one of the temple here. so i'll update again when im back!

well, honestly speaking, i fell sick 3days ago. most probably because of not being able to adapt to the timing or weather here. but i ate medicine and is on the road of recovery already! so dont worry okay ppl. love you all!

India Time: 0708hrs

DAY 1 & 2

2009-03-10T22:34:00.001+08:00

okay! im wondering now where should i start from. ok from the airport. my whole family and jieling and ah girl came to send me off. can't help but drop a few tears when i hug them. 28 ppl thr. only emilene tan yi ni cried. nvm -.-

this is my first time on a plane ever since 我开始懂事. idk how to say it in english.. erm, since i start to know what is gng on ard me? haha. hope you ppl can uds.

anw, i took the India airline. i dont know how the air stewardess speak in singapore airline, but the way they speak is like monotone and the slang is like super strong. so in total, we not only catch no balls of what is she saying, but feel like sleeping also. so next, the breakfast served to us is like.. i didn't finish it. eat a small bite from every food item and that's it.

its a 4hr flight from singapore to chennai. chennai is in india. but we're gng calicut. so, flight transition at chennai to calicut. in between, we have to wait 8 hours. the worst, we cant go anywhr but ard the airport only.

the airport there is quiet. cus they don't allow ppl who are not gonna board any plane into the airport. those ppl are to wait outside. and you know, the mosquitoes there is as big as a housefly! can't differentiate them at one glance.

after we step out of the airport, man the flies are all around! see the amount of flies in africa in tv? its just a bit lesser over here. just seeing them makes me tingle all over.

so we went to a small air-conditioned food court just outside the airport to have our lunch. we are told by our teacher-in-charge(tic) to eat slowly cus we have to spend as much time there as possible due to we have to wait for 8 hours. there's another reason which plays a bigger part to why we have to eat slowly. the workers there will ask us to leave when we finish eating so as to have available seats for ppl who wants to eat there.

of course, there are flies in that food court too. glad that they put those kinda blue light cages at every corner. its seriously funny can. in singaporr, when the flies gets "fried", its like the sound you hear, "ZZ" for a very short while only. but over here, its "ZZZZZZZzzZZZzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ" LOL! i think its due to the size of the flies. when everyone first heard it, they thought some circuit is gonna burst. in the end its the flies.

the pepper they use for their food is like GAO GAO can. like, omg~

so we head back to the airport after 3 hours and we sat dwn to talk and play games. obviously, i think you ppl will know that we WILL be noisy. like how to play games and talk quitely esp when in a grp of 10 ppl? (we are separated into groups just in sace any one of you thought "i thought there is 28 ppl?". well, that is if you manage to read until so far. haha.) then the security guard(i think) came over to warn us if we make so much noise again, they'll send us out of the airport. -.-

we board the plane and reached calicut at 8pm which is singapore timing 10.30pm. then an hour of bus journey to NITC, the campus im gonna stay in for the 6 weeks.

damn i tell you the bus journey is exciting! horning everywhr. and all the hornings sound like trumpet. overtaking, driving over to the other lane when the cars are coming towards us and getting back to the correct lane in time before we crash. LOL. and the best, throughout that 1hour journey, there is only 1 traffic junction. haaaaa!!! don't be worried for me, cus i trust them. just imagine they drive this way everyday. this is like very common to them already. and i believe they are already driving very carefully when we are on the bus.

reached NITC and unpack and dinner and bath and sleepppppp.

for the first day i didnt eat much at all seriously. i thought it is gonna be like that for the rest of the 6weeks and i am so gonna weigh like 40kg when i get back to singapore. but on the 2nd day, things don't look so bad at all. ok la i think i'll weigh like 43kg then. lol.

I wanna upload all the pictures but I can’t. idk why. I videoed dwn the landing of the plane and the bus journey. Needless to say i can’t upload them too. See when I have the time I’ll upload on fb then.

Our food are provided by NITC. It’s like a small buffet la. Their desserts are suuuuuuuuuuper sweet. So sweet like,,,,,, idk but its really very very sweet. -.-

Today is day 3. Some of us went for morning walk/jog/run. Including me of cus. We started our lesson today. And we have work to do already. I am super tired and I am glad that I finally finish blogging. Well I think I cut short a lot la. But anw, I’ll be updating again if there is any fun/new stuffs.

P.S. if you manage to read until this very end, I am very happy that you did. heeee.

less than 5 hrs

2009-03-08T03:57:00.002+08:00

i am soooo gonna miss singapore. esp the food here. i'll be having internet over there. speed of it is the question. anyway, i promise i will update frequently with pictures. =] seriously, i am very excited. so excited that i did not sleep the whole night. wish me all the best ppl! do not pray hard that i'll not have problems with the food over there k. if not i'll become 2 emilene when i come back. until the nxt post!

P.S. i will miss all my love ones. definitely will. daddy mummy ah ma didi jieling and ah girl. ahhhhh!! dont make me cry ltr k. i pray i pray. wanna cry also go up the plane then cry. lol

$20

2009-03-02T22:42:00.002+08:00

went shopping with baby in the day on saturday and meet my LLs (lovely ladies) at night. lol. new way of calling. don't really sound nice huh? you ladies mind not? the reason i changed girls to ladies is cus, i think we've grown. old? nah.. matured! thats the word. i just think it sounds more beautiful. ladies. don't you think so? haha.

anw, yea i really enjoyed the whole day even if my leg aches from walking the whole day. many many many loves. photos another day. im rushing to sleep aft this.

Sunday, its a day out with my lovely jieling! big big rain, stupid driver who doesn't know how to keep to the lane, ice cream at serene's centre, shopping at vivo, back to her place for dinner, my dear ah girl came, a bit of singing, and home. another happy day.

today! early in the morning to campus for briefing bout my trip to India. while walking back home from causeway point, got caught with baby for jay walking. talk until so nice and we thought we saw a glimpse of light that we will be given a warning. instead, we were told that a letter (a summun actually) will be sent to our house 2 weeks later. -.- i Show walk next time. if any of you know what i mean. summun $20. suay ga lao sai ah.

so i've got my flight details and everything. to tell the truth, i am veli veli excited. haha. pictures another time. gng to sleep now! :)

skinniessssss

2009-02-27T13:11:00.002+08:00

is it the skinny period again now? why i see all my friends getting slimmer? i think i wont be eating when im in india. :)

serious

2009-02-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

exams are over. i should be happy. super happy. but i still feel super sian. its SUPER sian. i don't understand. maybe i need a cry. just drop a few tears will do. but no tears at all. -.-

what do i want exactly? stupid crap. i think the doctor gave me an emotional jab.

ku ku bird ah!

2009-02-24T15:45:00.002+08:00

i finally went for jabSSS yesterday. hep A & B and influenza and typhoid. one on my arm, the other 2 ard the hip some whr higher than the butt. why there? cus the doc said those 2 jabs will be pain. so, yea. and the 2 areas feel like blue black kinda pain when touched. jump only, the hip pain. =.=

go other country like torturing myself like that. and i was told that i took the jab too late. cus it takes about 4 weeks for the "medication" to work. moreover, nothing is 100% protection. then mummy says go thr dont anyhow eat, can't eat this, can't eat that, die also must boil the water before drinking. food wise i don't think she have to worry la. emilene is a picky eater anw. im bound to lose a few KGs during the trip. but after i'm back to Sg, i'll be back to shape in no time lah.

tomorrow is NF paper. i can remember peanuts. PEEEEEENNNNNUTS ah! ku ku bird. i need to scream. neh neh pok. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

very random

2009-02-23T17:18:00.001+08:00

i am bored.

"ku ku bird" hangs around my mouth these few days. i have no idea how it started.

i think i'll start doing squats.

evon is back today ya ya ya ya??? haha. can't wait to hear her stories.

you dont have to read further more. really. i am so tired that is will not be possible for me to write notes. so i'll type notes.

communication modes: simplex, half duplex, full duplex.

protocol: a set of rules that control how devices on a network communicate. It defines the format, timing, sequencing and error control in data communication. e.g, HTTP, FTP, SMTP, POP3, TCP, IP, DNS, CSMA/CD

1 Byte = 8 bits
1 Mb = 1024 X 1024 X 8
time needed = total no. of bits / speed
= total no. of bits / 10 X 10^6

computer networks provide effective communications and sharing of resources esp in the following areas. list any software or hardware needed and explain how you can set up a simple network to achieve these

a) File Sharing : install a file server in the network so that users can store the files to be shared on a network drive. this allows other users to be able to read/write files stored in the server.

b) High speed internet access for remote (home) users : install an ADSL router on the network. subscribe to an ADSL line from ISP (Internet Service Provider). This allows all users to log on to the network to have internet access.

c) Email : install a file server in the network. this will allow users to communicate through email.

2 factors that will affect the selection of cables for any network applications
BANDWIDTH; amount of data transmitted in a cable; optic fiber, coaxial cable, UTP cable, wireless transmission.
ATTENUATION; loss of power as signal travels along the media.
INTERFERENCE;
MECHNICAL ATTRIBUTES;

advantages and disadvantages of optical fiber cable
+: high bandwidth, suitable for long distance application;
: not prompt to electro-magnetic interference
: not easy to tap into

-: high cost material
: needs trained skill to install
: less flexible than copper/coaxial cable

now computer i also cannot tahan already. ku ku bird. go bath first.

Out of a sudden

2009-02-17T11:38:00.004+08:00

suddenly, i miss my girlfriends.

I like I like :D

2009-02-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

i got my white LG ice-cream phoneeeeee! yes white. why no pink? cus on 2nd thought, plus baby dont want me to become a pink freak, i've decided to get white.

gng for india soon. mummy daddy very gan jiong helping me sort out my stuffs already the first thing i step back into Singapore, would be to breathe in a deep fulfilling satisfying breath of the air in Singapore.

memories reunion!

2009-02-08T20:43:00.002+08:00

one of our sister =]

it's jus's standard *twist*

eat lo lo lo lo lo :)

pretty pretty pretty~

stella asked me to draw a heart there.

they hacking petsociety. lol

evon scare the hell outta the pig cus she is able to carry her up for a sec. lol

they are laughing at stella cus stella waited so long to take a photo with evon but everyone else just cut in. lmao

everyone is taking photo with the 2 birthday girlsss

喜

怒

哀

乐

i suggested to not smile into the cam. yet stella's face is like fighting so hard to not smile. made us laugh like dont know what.

then she said her face is like that. LOL

cut cake lo lo lo lo lo

oreo cheese cake

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)

wan zhen's hair found in the cake. wtf!!! lol

say hello to the cute slippers!

went over to evon's hse for advance bday party for evon and bday party for wan zhen. haven't had a reunion with them for a long long long time.

and i just realised i dont like cheese cake. lol. i love black forest the best.

NF suck big time. really dont like computer stuffs. for the first time ever, i think programming is better. -.-

To Boss

2009-02-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

Proposal: my new blog skin.
Dateline: end of Febuary 2009.

BIS paper: 23rd Feb Monday 9am - 11am
NF paper: 25th Feb Wednesday 9am - 11am

I AM BOREDDDD

i watched the new channel 8 show at 9pm. i realise Rui En slim down freaking hell bloody shit so much, her arms and legs look like stick to me. i want to give her half the amount of my fats can?

period is coming again. my mouth starts to get itchy again. how bloody long haven i had a satisfying feel of chocolate on my teeth, all over my mouth, down my throat and into my stomach? ask my boss. i feel super terrible. X_X

PICTURES

2009-02-03T21:25:00.023+08:00

MUSHROOM DAY :)

CNY day 1 to 3 :)

just to show that im telling the truth when i say my brother is FAT. lol

i know my mummy very cute. its my first time seeing her pose like that. lol.

loves!

many many loves!

my hamsum and pweeeetty cousins

MY mummy ;)

"Zhu na deng" Jonathan la.. haha

Jeremy. they are brothers. look alike?

David! the youngest cousin. only 1yrs plus old

funny thing is that he is not overweight.

Gambling time.

ban luck ah!! pay money! :D

see my sms huh...

this is the 2nd youngest, Rùi Yì. 3yrs plus old :)

see his long eye lashes! PRETTY BOY!!

he is super soft spoken okay. super gentle too. totally different from David. haha

i asked him if he knows how to smile and this is it! haha SUPER CUTE!

mahjong aunties. sometimes it's really nice to have 4 sisters. haha

exams coming! study liaozzzxzxxxzx. iloveNF&BIS -.-

三分钟热度

2009-01-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to find the translation of 三分钟热度 in english by asking around, yet no one knows. so i went online to search for translation. i got an answer of course. Three minutes heat degree. tell me if the internet is created by china people and i will not use it for any translation next time. i know the meaning. i just need the translation in a short phrase. ~.~

there are a lot of photos taken during cny that i wanna upload but unable to for now. will upload another time.

i am so happy i finished stage 1 of my programming. stage 2 by 9th feb and walkthrough test at 5pm on that day too. ti gong bo bi yi ni ok? okay.

CNY eve's eve

2009-01-24T15:34:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

baby bought this for me :) 爱死他了啦！

many many things ran through my mind for the past week. things like am i suitable for studying? what will my future be? i used to think positive. like everything will be so so nice. until i dont know when i start to think really thoroughly. things will never go the way we want it to go. so how? purposely think the opposite way and it'll go the way you really wanted it to go. dont be silly~

realise that whenever we ask ourselves a question, we know what is not the answer to our qns but we just dont know what is the answer to our qns.

gonna do my piled up assignments.

P.S: there is suppose to be colours and bars with the result thingy but the coding got prob la.

feel the earth move. not seeing the clouds move.

2009-01-21T11:09:00.000+08:00

i dont like myself anymore.
anymore.

man

2009-01-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

nothing much to blog about since sch started. back to campus, home, campus, home life. if im gonna blog i'll be nagging and complaining bout how sick am i with the works to be done, how sickening is the modules, how i dont feel like studying. not to say you ppl, even myself will feel super sick of this kinda posts.

so, yea. bye

FYI

2009-01-14T09:15:00.003+08:00

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back! uh okay!
let's get started, shall we?

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.
1 : I make funny noises
2 : I HATE seafood
3 : I don't eat abalone
4 : My sleeping position is like the dead bodies in the coffin
5 : I will want to eat something salty when I'm hungry
6 : I like to shit a lot of times a day
7 : But i only shit once a day
8 : I bang my head against the wall when I'm having headache
9 : I always kena malu-ed
10 : I observe people

The 10 people I tag:
#1: Steph
#2: Audrey
#3: Jervene
#4: Kenny
#5: Jing Fen
#6: Rui Hong
#7: Izzul
#8: Aslam
#9: Vanessa
#10: Jun Jie

TEN ARE YOUS'
1. Are you single
♥ nope :)
2. Are you happy
♥ yes :)
3. Are you bored
♥ so-so
4. Are you fair
♥ i want to get fair-er
5. Are you Italian
♥ no
6. Are you intelligent
♥ no
7. Are you honest
♥ somewhat
8. Are you nice
♥ guess so?
9. Are you Irish
♥ no

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name
♥ Tan Yi Ni Emilene
2. Nicknames
♥ ppl who read will ans this for me
3. Birth place
♥ Singapore
4. Hair color
♥ brown
5. Natural hair style
♥ straight
6. Eye colour
♥ brown
7. Birthday
♥ 18 April 1990
8. Mood
♥ not bad
9. Favorite color
♥ PINK!
10. One place you'd like to visit
♥ planet pluto

OOP making me and kai shi turn round and round and round and round

emotional

2009-01-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

first week of the school wasn't really a pleasant one i guess. why? cus of the grades i got back. new year resolutions are set. of course reasonable ones that are set to a point you are able to achieve it. since the start of sem 2, i don't uds the modules. gosh i need a tutor to sit beside me and teach me. can't get rid of spoon feeding habit.

seriously. I'm studying for the sake of studying. I'm studying cus it is definitely easier and less politic than working. if i can, i wish i can study music. even is that is a lot tougher than what i am studying now, at least it is something that I'm interested in. but anyway, like i am given a choice? my family ain't well enough to support me in that. Singapore, you study nothing related to the economic, you eat shit. that's what i think.

so what now? anyone willing to sit beside me to teach me OOP, NF, BIS and MU?

---------------

does any one of you watch drama who doesn't cry at the a-bit-sad-part but feel so sad that you wanna cry but no tears for you to cry cus you are affected by it? i don't know if any one of you uds what am i trying to say here but, I'm like that.

kind of a stupid feeling you see. feel sad but no tears, then I'll start to think bout all kinds of sad things that make myself cry (as in drop a tear) in the end and think that "why am i crying anyway? silly girl" but at least that tear made me feel better.

maybe one can't be always smiling or feeling happy. letting out some sadness may be better. cry when you need to. keeping in a bottle of salt ain't a nice feeling. too much salt causes kidney failure, high blood pressure, heart disease.

again, that is just how i feel.

Last week of holiday; Say HELLO!

2009-01-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

this was on last sunday.

30th, 31st DECEMBER 2008, 1st JANUARY 2009
30th and 31st we camp-ed at east coast. the tent baby got from his friend allows little or rather no air to flow through. reached there at late noon, went in the tent and we're like in suana. =.=

went to countdown at town. first time gng thr for such event. i think if baby's not there to hug n protect me through, i die there also nobody know. lol.

a day out with ah girl and jieling and baby!

a new year. 4 more months and i'll turn 19. 2 more months and i'll fly to india until 1 day before i turn 19. i can't say 2008 is a nice year for me. neither will i say 2008 is a lousy year. i've met new and nice friends. good and bad things happen.

but i am given a feeling that 2009 will be a nice year.

tmr is the start of school! SUPER SIAN AHHHH~

TAG

2008-12-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don’t know about you. And then tag 5 people.

I started wearing spects cus i wore many of my friend's spects in primary sch.
I feel super fucked up now
I am watching tv now.
I once liked F4 thinking they are soooo cool.
I dig my nose shit to eat when i was little.
I quit doing so a long time ago.
I've had 8 boyfriends.
I like to look out for pretty girls other than handsome guys.
I daydream 24/7. thats why i always get hit by balls cus i dont catch them.
I like to scare myself by watching horror movies.
I dream every night.
I believe every dream i dreamt holds some meaning or hint of the future.
I once threatened to kill myself by climbing up to the window when mummy force me to study.
I like sunflower.
I am killing my brain cells for the remaining 3 points.
I wish im 16.
I get angry easily when im very hungry.
I am very happy cus this is the 18th.

Tagged: rui, net, evon, stella, jus.

x'mas eve we went to von's hse. plan initially was to have steamboat. but changed to cooking dinner ourselves instead. my first time celebrating x'mas with them. woohoo~

26th to MCO concert.

i dont know what is gonna happen. what is the problem with adults? so sickening.
a-bra-ke-da-bra no more adults la! *poof* all back to 21yrs old.

nice dayyyyy

2008-12-24T10:54:00.002+08:00

22/12/08

baby and i went to botanic garden~ before that we met at 7.30 to go buy grocery needed for our sandwiches. super early siol =.= nvm. so went back to his house and watched abit of happy-tree-friends-come-alive kinda movie that he dl-ed. seriously fake. i laughed all the way. yaya. sadist i know.

one of our sandwich

botanic garden is a nice place. the scent of those plants; the pretty flowers; the animals that live in the trees. i saw a flying lizard!! i saw a male n a famale flying lizard! one smaller in size n colourful, one bigger in size but with dull colours. which is male which is female, i dont know.

all the nice pictures of botanic garden is with baby lah. he say he lazy to send me. nx time then pass me thumbdrive. so next time then post lor.

so fast, its the eve of X'mas already. next week is the last week of relaxation before gng back to campus to chiong these and that again.

wish you ppl a merry happy X'mas in advance~

2008-12-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

after a long long time, i met up with my girls. =] had a super nice laugh with "啊哈，给我一杯忘情水~" i dont have any pictures. cus im so silly. haha.

i thought of bringing baby casio to meet my girls. and found out the batt is only left with 2 bars. afraid that it will not last, i went to charge it. when getting outta hse, i as in a rush and forgotten bout the battery. when i reached i still happily told them i brought my cam. until i wanna take it out to take pictures, i realised i had forgotten to put in the battery.

so i went to cut hair on friday before meeting up for jus's bday surprise.
my hair is finally this long after so many months. but i find it irritating. i keep it just for 1 reason. i wanna play with my hair. you know, tie plaits, slanted, with a 'C' curve, wadeva u can think of. but it takes me 30mins to bath, duno how many hours to dry my hair, 2 squeeze of shampoo and conditioner etc etc.

so my hair went back to this length. :) maybe abit shorter.

gonna meet baby on monday! will have more photos then.

i dont uds why the spammer call me a daddy girl and a sore loser. but anw, we'll see if he/she stays long.

plans

2008-12-17T11:57:00.003+08:00

i think i should be busy enough for these 3 weeks.
i think im gonna start morning jog again. i've stopped for like a month? cus of assignments n cus i am sick for that long. not serious. i just didnt wanna see a doc. so it dragged for so long.
i want to meet up with my girls. esp ruihong & sarah
i want to practise my piano well cus i wont be touching it from march 8 to 17 april 2009.

why wont i be touching my pretty piano for that period of time? cus im gng to india. no joke. dont laugh. i know you girls who read this will go "huh? emilene go india?" im gng there to learn to make prata. haha. kidding. gng there to study lah. half of the reason im gng is cus baby is gng too. 6 weeks leh. another half is because, i wanna go there and learn their culture. maybe i wont dont like them so much aft tt.

i want to meet up with my cousinsss~
lastly,
i am going to bath now and get ready to get out. tata!

bitch visiting

2008-12-14T10:11:00.003+08:00

i thought i dont. but i actually do. how i know it actually made me felt that way. though i know its not meant to be that way. nothing much to say. small matter. soon i'll look back to this paragraph and wonder what am i writing about.

so fast, one week is over. papers *shoo* past me. guess i wont be doing well for these papers. dont know stress over the week for what. got myself sick. having headache since friday. sleeping at 10pm for 11 hours doesnt help at all.

so friday after paper, may steph n i along with ben alvin n baby went to penisular to shop. how silly. a week before steph told may and i that she went to penisular to shop. both of us thought she went m'sia. noob. haha.

i miss my green ninja ah.

soon to.

2008-12-09T22:54:00.003+08:00

im having sore eye now =.- i can feel the layer of jelly. i can feel the itch in the other non-infected-but-soon-to-be-infected eye. song ga lao sai ah. baby is sleeping now. he slept for 9 hours already. im doing my best to not go crazy YET. i still got OOP to go. fuck. fail liao lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

do you recognise this green ninja?

imissyouimissyouimissyou!

snap snap snap!

2008-12-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

i am sick and tired of my growing-long hair. mummy dont allow me to cut the style i want cus she say i did alot of weird stuffs and she didn't say anything bout them so now she is not gonna let me cut the style i want. dont uds wad weird stuffs have i done before.

i am sick and tired now. forever happening when test and/or exam period comes. this shows tt im stressed and stressed cus i have been studying! lol. think most of you knw im bull shitting lah. but its true that i always get sick when test and/or exam period comes. 懒人多屎尿. translated directly : lazy people alot shit & urine. lol. sorry for that kinda translation cus i wanna save my brain cells for upcoming NF and OOP papers.

i suddenly have the urge to just throw everything aside and practice on my gorgeous piano. i want to earn easy money in the future like my teacher now. lol.

post of the week

2008-12-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

i am feeling bored.
i dont know what to blog about because
i dont have anything interesting stuffs that happened to me for the week.
oh maybe only 1.

emilene skipped lesson for the first time in her 13 years of education. stupid COMT. i think its a useless module. gonna comment when we're told to do so at the end of the semester. and so i went to baby's hse to be his "shield" from his mother. but his mum didn't see anything. well, at least she didn't say a word. not yet. but anw, wish you luck baby. lol.

i think i am really gonna die for the upcoming common test. no good.

what a day!

2008-11-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

i've been busy with MU project for the last week. didnt have enough sleep until yesterday i reached home aft lesson. had a good time sleeping. later at night baby told me IT fair is this week.

so we met today in the morning to buy iPod nano PINK!!! super duper happy yoooo!! yes yes baby bought pink too. he wanted red initially but there's no red in singapore.

had lunch then he went to work and i went home. guess wad. i met tan jia sin today morning in the bus. she is so nice to smile at me and say hello with a super nice smiley face. telling her she need not be so fake and she said she did not. asked her why she spread such things bout me and she said she did not and said yick see is the one who twisted her words. so i asked her why did she tell yick see those things and asked bout me in the first place? she said she missed me cus she haven't seen me for such a long time. so i asked her then why you said to zk that my character is bad then? guess wad she said? "cus i want you to change for the better mah.." WTH? contradicting. finding excuses and lying like a 9 years old kid.

i did not slap her. i dont know why either. i just didnt have the feel to slap her already. maybe i scared pai seh cus im in the bus. maybe i just didnt wanna lay my hands on her. maybe she just dont worth me wasting my energy on her. i ask myself wad have she done to me to make me hate her so much. i dont know either. all i know is the sight of her irritates me. as irritating as a pest. so irritating that makes ppl wanna get rid of them. CAI SI NI! CAI SI NI!

anw im super happy that i bought my baby iPod! so now i have baby vaio, baby casio and baby nano! of course, my baby boyfriend too <3 different status of "baby" lah. maybe i should change the names to "precious vaio", "precious casio" and "precious nano" ahhhh, will see how. blog it up again when i've decided. hoho~

iloveyoubaby!

UPDATE UPDATE

2008-11-24T23:17:00.005+08:00

alright i haven been updating for a very long time. i know it ain't long compared to last time when i can leave it for few months before updating again. lol. but i dont want it to go back to the old dead blog. so, yea. here i am.
seriously i forgot wad happen the past week. pictures will do the talk.

14/11/08

bday boy is botak now. duno for wad reason he go shave. lmao.

15/11/08
okay we went to jalan jalan at haji lane then arab street and i bought more bling bling! you know. bling bling beads that decorates your hp, laptop. yea. maybe one day i'll post up pictures of my pretty vaio and let you ppl see. so we continue our jalan jalan to marina square.

this is no camera shy.

because,

"a photographer dont like to be taken photos of" thats what he says

he spend his everyday bullying me

21/11/08
we went to may's ben ben Birthday party. shan't elaborate more. tsk tsk tsk.

the 2 mean girls who are mean-er than me. loves!

there are 2 Birthday guys actually. but i only know ben. the one in orange. lol

i've nv met such things before but now i have. ya so i flirt with guys. i flirt with my baby too and thats how i got him. so? stupid girl. baby dont let me tag his board to tt girl. so i'll just say things here. wonder if she reads my blog. doesnt matter though. alrd said, MY blog. busybody. neither of us knows who is she. think i'll go flirt with her if i get to know who is she.

STUDY OOP LO!

so sorry

2008-11-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

there are no photos available. so sad. cus by the time we reach spca, the shelter had already closed. so we can't take a look at the animals.

anyway the interview was almost perfect. but yea nvm. presentation is today and its over. didnt think it went well. so sad. i could have had 8hrs of sleep instead of 3 only.

emilenetanyini is getting more and more stupid thanks to her baby. what he did? he keep letting me smell his fart. sry. should be rephrased as he keep farting and asking me to smell. FYI, smelling fart will make you stupid. of course its a long term thingy.

im gng to get my sleep already. BUAY TAHAN AH. BRAIN SPOIL AH

fast one.

2008-11-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

this will be just a quick post cus i should be sleeping and i am very sleepy. why i wanna post? cus i THINK i have things to post.

firstly, im gng to SPCA tmr! i am excited and nervous.
2ndly, i am well already! but i just dont get it why do i still have the vomiting feel. i know what are you thinking. i am not pregnant. want me to slap my bloody pamapers onto your face? rofl.
3rdly, the OOP test on wednesday suck big time. but still, i think i see the light for OOP. rofl.
4thly, i am going to stop piano lesson in dec ONLY cus of some reasons. its kinda complicated and long to type it out here. and, i am feeling very very sian.
5thly, baby have been bullying me for the whole week despite that he is still sick from his food poisoning. i think the poison poisoned his mind and nerves so much that made him so irritated that he have to bully me to make him feel better. im such a poor girl. lol.

lastly, i gtg! baby vaio will be up all night cus i need to defrag her. bye peopleee. maybe i'll upload the photos after i chiong finish all my projects. lol. goodnight!

many many many

2008-11-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

emilene tan yi ni is not well since last week and that is why she have not been blogging. like always, blocked nose with sore throat plus a little cough. but this time i think its abit worst. my whole body is achy esp my back. i cant even finish my meals and i feel like abit nauseous 1 or 2 hour(s) after my meal. but, i lived on with it until today~ i am strong~ no doctors no medication. just eat wadeva shit mummy and ah ma say is good for me. and suck ~~the hell out of~~ the lozengers. and im better now and that is why i am here blogging.

assignments are reaching the metre that says "start chionging". this will be the first time ever in my 18 years of life to step into SPCA. im so excited to see the cute little animals.

till then, stay tuned, same time, same day, same channel. Good Bye!

please pardon me as sick ppl do talk nonsense. but i'll be back with pictures next week. :)

David Chua

2008-11-03T11:17:00.006+08:00

went to my baby cousin, David's 1 year old bday ytd. this lil chap. cant differentiate his cries and laughter. only when you see his tears come out then you realised he is crying. lol. anw, pictures to show you how cute he is!

my mother is at the back helping him do his hair. lol

his mummy, grandma and daddy.

"what is this? looks scary."

"oh its edible. let me try"

"not bad. one more mouth"

"im eating the scary edible thing. its nice."

see he is so small size his hand cant even cover his daddy's palm!

see lah. feed you until ur papa hands all dirty.

blow your candle time~

"can i have more cake?"

he look like he is smiling? nope. he wanted to cry. told you cant differentiate liao. lol

see this cute lil creature. love his black eye. machiam wear contact lens.

"dont disturb me playing my toys.byebye!"

photo changed

2008-10-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

there wont every be a perfect photo of everyone tgt lah. so, i put mine k. zhen shi ma fan.

OOP is on the way to driving me crazy. i uds the way it works if im given the whole program and being asked to somewhat explain. but i just cant do the program on my own. i wonder why. practise? is that all?

i think sufficient sleep is really important to me. cus i cant pay attention or absorb the stuffs the tutors are teaching. i'll fall asleep if i force myself to listen to them. i keep myself awake by doing other irrelevant stuffs. either ways, nothing gets into my head. so, yea. 8hrs sleep is needed. now many hours i sleep for the past week? 6 to 7hrs only. lol

so fast & furious CA week is here. i am suppose to revise whenever i get home so i could get a better GPA for this sem, but lazy cat took over me. emilene, emilene, emilene!

go practise piano now. byebye.

not enough sleep week.

2008-10-29T22:09:00.004+08:00

25th

silly. haha.

jin wei wanted to pose but too late. see his uncle look. lol

Bday boy very happy i went to his bbq. lol. again, he got drunk. let me be the angel this time to not post up his drunk photos. cos they are really un-post-able. LOL

26th
met my lovely biao jie and biao mei that day! so happy to see them. shop and seeing them spent money is nice too. 5 plus and ah girl had to go for dinner with her family. so sad. cos she's flying the next day to new zealand. which is deepavali day. and she is like having fun by the time i am posting this post already? haha.

anw, a very frustrating incident that made me even more colour-sist.
we were on the bus. there's only one seat one seat left on the 2 seaters seats. so i sat on the driver side and my cousins sat on the door side; beside and one seat behind me.

2 idiotic black assholes sat on the door side; 1 seat infront of me. the guy sitting outside turned his whole body, that was initially facing the front, about 70degree to his right, and his head at the angle whr he is looking at me. i thought he was just looking at me so forget it cos i met alot of such idiots in MRT too.

but who the hell knows his friend beside him took out his phone, gey siao wanna take his friend's shit head who is sitting beside him whose head angle is facing me. i noticed something wrong. but before i knew it, they took 1 shot of me already. they tried to take the 2nd shot using the same stupid shit tatic. and before they pressed the "capture" button, i stood up (sorta jerked abit to scare them)looking at them and walk to the back. guess wad? those fucking idiots got shocked abit and straight away turn to look in front. next stop, i got dwn. before i got dwn, the phone is still in his hand and he seem to be taking photos still.

fuck. dont know how many shots of me had he taken. ccb. i wanted so much to use the bag im holding onto to whack their head. but i dont wanna dirty my bag CUS, their head is full of coconut oil. nb. i wanted so much to slap them. but i scared my hands dirty also. and i dont wanna waste so much energy to slap them. i wanted so much to scream at them but ppl will just think that im just one racist crazy bimbo. ask them nicely for the phone, ask them to take out their phone, you may say. but if they act like they dont know english? i dont know how to speak tamil too you know. nb. until now im still thinking of a way to deal with them.

dont try to tell me im very mean cus they made me think that way. they are the ones finding troubles uh huh. yea i know if there is no them, we would not be living in HDB flats so comfortably now. but HEY, they could just jolly well do their supposed-to-do job and get their well-deserved pay and no more! kns. if only i can bash them up like happy tree friends. stupid idiots.

back to my cousins. we went to eat ice cream at serene centre at night. super nice. but teh tarek and burnt caramel should nv go tgt. lol. we had brownie too.

27th
the MEMORIES outing day whr everyone is present! =]

evan why you close ur eyes?

is my nose one of the reason ppl say i look like cat? i wonder.

mood: sleepy

2008-10-23T07:46:00.000+08:00

its raining now and i am going for lesson later on. had the sudden urge to blog so i came. but as per normal, i forgoten what i wanted to blog.

baby is like kinda high this 2 or 3 days. making me having the need to use all my strength to fight back. lmao. dont uds why he like to bite my head so much. i knock all your teeth out ah baby. then you bo gey. hoho~ so he has been accompanying me home everyday since start of sch which is last week. (:

we were supposed to go gym yesterday plus stephanie and may. but stephanie's foot is injured. and MAY, FORGOT that we are gng to gym. so there's only baby and me left. went there, they are having S&W in the gym. full house. we stayed outside until we seriously ont have the feel to gym anymore cos the rain is damn cooling and it made us feel so lazy to make ourselves pespire. so we just went off to have dinner and home. haha :X

the weekends wasnt as pleasant as usual. sorry for having back bone problems. if only i just kept quiet about the pain huh. i dont understand lah. adults have 2 types too. childish adults. matured adults. i want to earn big bucks. so that i will pay for everything on my own. so that i wont have to ask money from them. so that there will not be anymore money issues that needs me to help them settle cos of me. i want to earn lots and lots of money. i will earn lots and lots of money.

i am going to be late for lesson. byebye.

frustrated.

2008-10-19T21:53:00.002+08:00

i wish humanity will disappear together 10 years down the road. pros of dying together:

1. we all have company.
2. no one will be sad for any one of us.
3. dont have to worry about materialistic stuffs.
4. all turn into ghost, wont have to worry losing our loved ghosts cos ghost wont die a 2nd time. if you believe that.
5. cos of that, we can kill whichever ghost we like or hate and we wont be caught of murderer.
6. ppl who are afraid of ghost wont be afraid anymore cos they themselves are one.
7. we travel around faster cos we float. how cool.
8. everyone will know how it feels to fly.
9. we dont have to work or study.
10. in the meanwhile, mother nature will recover from her serious sickness and dinosaurs will rule the world again until they all die again, humanity will be back again.

i just dont understand why some adults call themselves adults when their mindset are as childish as a kid.

it is tough being the middleman. worst is, i dont get paid. what the FUCK.

im just kidding about getting paid.

handover some heads for me to bite please.

7th, 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th. :)

2008-10-18T17:49:00.002+08:00

today's post have lots of photos. chalet photos and cousins photos. enjoy~

7th october - first day of chalet.

most of us reached around evening time. so, our first photo with me in it. lol

wei guang

they are having fun with the caps

eh? what's that?

the guys talk n talk. talking about what?

cards. wei xiong wanna hao lian. lol

yang zhen and jia yi

cards time!

may, steph and wei guang went to explore later without me. and they started taking alot of jumping other than normal pictures but im lazy to post them up.

act seh. wei guang look skinny from here. he must be very happy. LOL

time to go for dinner!! :)

met up with the rest of the guys

i love cadbury chocolates :D

this shot was taken by the pervertic jin wei.

this cow is neither beef nor steak. its chocolate. lol

lets climb :)

starto!

if only they make those outta cadbury chocolate. LOL

cherry

basketball yo! jia yi go!

serious.

everybody play!

this guy sitting right infront is jin wei. lol. followed by jervenne, elain, jia yi, rayson.

dumb dumb girl 1

dumb dumb girl 2. so excited with this sponge bob machine. lol

they love sponge bob

so cute. lol

my classmates. haha

audrey came to join us! hello, hello~

yea so we went to play pool after arcade. the ppl working there have to wait for nearly another 40mins to knock off cos we're the last group playing. haha.

elaine

audrey

back to our room to slack! yang zhen getting ready to sleep. lol

playing "chua dai ji". LOL jervenne said that.

Nat lost. pumping position down!

they started playing twister. idk he ended up like that or purposely pose like that. lol. i wasnt there to see cos steph, elaine, rayson, jin wei, and me were outside drinking while playing cards. one thing i learn is to not drink after medication. poor dumb dumb girl 1. following pictures would be the high guy after drinking.

rayson:"come on lets take picture!"
elaine:"you drunk guy.. okay lah"

rayson:"i am a happy guy!"

can see nat very happy. elaine:"i want to play~ i want to play lah~~

rofl. wei guang's ass.

elaine:"hee hee.. lets play!"

uhh. what is rayson doing? LOL im just kidding.

im only ABIT drunk. really. lol

"i know how to drive like jay chou! look at me drift! I AM JAY CHOU!"

"remember i am jay chou okay?"

"i am not drunk.. i am jay chou~"

8th october - 2nd day of chalet

i broke my own record! i only slept for an hour. lol.

early in the morning jervenne emo liao. haha. kidding lah. she is trying to dry her clothes cos she wet them accidently. lol

bowling time!

rayson is sober already. lol.

gooo!

see the ball roll roll roll

while we are out, these 2 girls with wei guang and audrey stayed in the rooms and took my precious to camwhore.

she loves to fly.

BBQ starts!

act only. fire was not started by him! haha

wei guang disturb only

Take 2. wei xiong, nat and zhi yang.

disturb me some more lah!

they are the ones who start the fire.. see..

he is still chewing on his food when i ask him to take picture with me. haha.

night fell and they are the ones who BBQ-ed the delicious foods! cherry too! dont know how long haven i eaten thoroughly cooked chicken wings. omg im so touched seriously.

they are one step forward to a successful mummy in the future. lol

see what i mean?

and vanessa came! she is the one with the face blocked totally by her own twist.

everyone is tired on the last day. home sweet home we go~

10th october - shopping with baby! he bought alot alot alot alot of clothes. lol we met at cwp first cos he wanted to withdraw money. then took 960 dwn to marina square then to bugis and home.
<3

11th october - shopping with my 2 ladies! we shopped at raffles city then to suntec then back to raffles for sushi teh! veli nice veli nice~

my face looked like the ham huh. lol

grow my hair, GROW~

im the angel ;)

i love them. :)

yesterday after our lessons, steph, her friend alvin, baby and i went to queensway for shopping. wanted to buy a bag pack but didnt in the end. girls shopping style, unlike guys. haha.

for the 1st week of school. Network Fundamentals is as complicated as COS. but lucky the tutor is okay. as in, he dont fuss around. he dont kpkb. he dont show guai lan face. he dont care if students are listening to him, he just talk and teach. lol.

the OOP tutor aint as nice as i thought. she is noisy, noisy, and NOISY. the only thing good about her being noisy is we can hear her when she is teaching. unlike the previous FSP tutor. suck big time.

BIS is power. thats what the tutor like to say. Business Information System. lol. i hope BIS would be fine.

last semester, i have all female tutors except S&W and IMA. this semester, i have all male tutors except OOP and COMT.

just hope everything is and will be fine fine fine fine fine. i am so tired after posting such a long post.

back to campus now. so its kinda obvious i wont be blogging as much as i do during the holidays. i do my best to blog as often as im allowed to.

one of a night for that week, i dreamt i fight with a chee ko pek who sneak into my house. i kick his dick until he roll on the floor crying for help.

yesterday night, i dreamt i was watching news and the news said about eyes operation. then i rub my eyes and somehow a thin layer on my eyeball came out then some other layers under that thin layer fell out too. so i tried to rub them off on my palm. but it got super sticky and foamy in the end. super disgusting. then i went to wash it off and wait for mummy to come back and i told her about my eyeball. then i woke up. super relieved when i realise that it was just a dream. eyeball leh. how gross. lol.

i cannot tahan anymore. i need my sleep. so, goodnight people.

give me time

2008-10-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

i have a feeling this sem will be quite a busy sem. maybe for the first half. anyways, i have tons and tons of pictures to upload and i do not have the time to do so. until time allows, i will definitely post them all up. okay lah. maybe half half. haha.

i dont like COMT. i think it suck big time. IAC is just like advance CATS. but the tutor is funny. not funny as in humorous. funny because he look like cartooned earth worm. but he is fine lah. so far so good (which is for 2 hrs so far). but COMT tutor is fine too. just that...idk how to say her. talkative? she loves the word "okay". she even have them in the middle of a sentence. and the way she pronounce "okay" is funny to. it sounds like she is saying it perfectly slang like the ang mors but plus abit of singaporean slang in. i wonder if you get what i mean. i dont think so.

so MU is Mobile Usability Design if im not wrong. like from the name, you roughly know. design mobile gadgets in a way that they can be used in a more convenient way. i think its fine. since its about designing. even though my designing is not that good. but i like this kinda things. cos i dont have to burn the notes in a cup, pour water into the cup, and drink. i'll just remember it through common sense. like, why is watching videos on watch less applicable? cos the screen small lah.

my MU tutor is.. fine i think? im just afraid i'll fall asleep in his class or get distracted easily.

talking about that, i dont think i will. cos im sitting right in front. kia su ah. lol. just HOPE i'll pay more attention in class compared to last sem.

TOMORROW is OOP da bian sia. OOP is orientated-idkwhat-PROGRAMMING. song ga lao sai. na mo ah mi tuo fuo pu sa bao you.

gtg. goodnight.

dreams

2008-10-07T12:44:00.000+08:00

i had these dreams on saturday night.

1st dream
baby and i went shopping. then we went out of the shopping mall and i was bugging him to piggy back me cos im tired. and so he did. then i saw a rainbow. pointing to it, i said:"hey baby, you see there's a rainbow there."
he smiled and said:"yea its pretty."
the next second, another rainbow appeared. then another. then another! we started counting the rainbows. and there's about 10! i was as happy as a kid who got a very big lollipop lah. hahaha. and we just stand there watching he rainbows until the next dream comes.

2nd dream
im at some fun place with some of my friends and cousins(but they are not my cousin in real life). suddenly one guy came to confess to me and i gave him the wtf look. nvm. nx min, another guy went to buy a ring intending to propose to me. note that these 2 guys are different guys. even my cousins help him out in proposing to me. as in, give him ideas, bring me to some romantic area, smth else like this. and i asked my cousins:"dont the hell you guys know that i have a boyfriend already? im not gonna leave gabriel you get it?" then i went off looking for baby. and i woke up.

this is a funny dream. i woke up again and laughed at myself.

3rd dream
sch started. im in this dark room with few of my friends and the other grp idk. 2 grps got unhappy with each other and a fight started out. i got hit by one of the guy. of course i feel not happy lah. kena whack whr got song one. so i lift up the chair and whack onto the guy. then i turned back and saw a knife on the table. so i took the knife and stab the guy.

you know, like tv drama, the guy turns back to face the main actor, took a step towards the main actor and he just grab whatever he can grab and it so just happen that he sees a knife and grab it and STAB into the guy's vital organ. then the guy stares with his eyes wide open, slowly kneeling to the floor. the main actor moves a step back and the guy fell onto the floor.

my friend grabbed me wanting to run away while the others fight. then i realised i was wearing uniform when i told him:"lets go change our uniform! got blood stain!"
and he said:"no time already! we're gonna be late for lesson!"

when we're outside our classroom, we can hear the tutor screaming her lungs out. and she is fat. LOL. and i woke up.

so the school is not NP. cos we're wearing uniform. its the first time ever i dreamt i killed someone. but i've no feeling in that dream. i killed that person and i felt as though i only killed an ant. funny. but my point is, in this dream, there is a dead person again. killed by me somemore. what is this message this time round?

i dream alot every night. just that i dont remember. those 3 dreams are are just 1/3 of my dreamssssss. really. the rest of the dreams are just small little unmeaningfull dreams. its the first time ever i remembered 3 dreams in a night. maybe its because they are special. maybe its because they hold some message in them, trying to tell me what will be happening in the future. dont underestimate the power of dream. seriously.

i need to pack my bag for chalet already! back on thursday to blog. yea i'll most probably blog on thursday. lol. later chalet really "song ga lau sai" ah. tio tao bio ma bo ah neh zhun. (strike 1st prize also not as accurate)

a post of unhappiness

2008-10-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

a feeling i dont really want to describe came back to me. its actually more to the point that this is not a suitable place for me to type out what i feel. i really dont understand. or am i just expecting too much. or is this the way things works that is why you get stuffs like this at times. am i too much of a perfectionist. i dont think its that way. maybe what i thought was really right. as i grow i've learnt to not jump to conclusions when all i know is only my side of story. but time and time again i've been proven right. but still i wanna act on what i learn as i grow. some people say my thinking is matured. i dont really know about that. because i want to think logically doesnt mean i think logically naturally. like baby said, thinking logically helps to solve problems easier. and one fact about me, is that i think logically, but i dont think logically.

i wanna scream the tears out and far far away. i wanna run away from the world. coop myself in the small enclosed corner. and just slowly forgotten by everyone. not even a nobody. fuck.

3 dumb dumb girls

2008-10-04T18:16:00.010+08:00

okay i haven been updating for...2days? i'll just blog what i remember okay. as some of you ppl know i have short term memory.

i just downloaded skype 2 days ago. then i webcam with baby. halfway through i hear the sound that ppl will hear after pressing-the-camera-snapshot-button and i see him fidgeting with his camera. so i asked him what is he doing and he replied "taking pictures of you." so both of us started taking pictures of each other through webcam. lol post the pictures up here and he'll scream.

i was supposed to treat mummy to dinner on her birthday. i found a restaurant through internet and a buffet introduced by kenny. but mummy dont know how to go to either of those places. we dont know where else to go for dinner also. because she got facial until 7 plus.

so didnt went in the end and she said i can pay for her when she goes to dye her hair. in the end i bought her an apple struddel after my treatment at raffles while walking around. mummy says its nice. :)

yesterday, baby wanted to bring us (his friend, steph and me)to this certain salon to dye our hair cos its quite cheap. reached there, the salon is still not open. so we went to walk ard, back to the same salon half an hour later, still not opened. baby and his friend went off for awhile not long after.

and before the shop is open, steph and i went to the other salon not knowing what time will the salon pull up its bloody gate and open it bloody door to let the bloody money fly in on such bloody hot afternoon weather.

i decided to take some of my naturally black hair pictures before i dye my hair. cos i'll have to wait for like half a year or more than that to see 70% of my hair naturally black again. lol. i'll fill in the details of the day as the picutre goes.

that is the shop at the back. i just realised that's the shop. lol.

she like to do this. idk why. lol. nb. i look like i tuo fa (drop hair) sia. its the bloody hot weather making us perspire like siao.

i think i can get into some not so famous brand shampoo's advertisement with this picture cos my hair look so frizzy and dry and damaged. im just kidding.

yea we're in the other salon already. chosen our hair colour, waiting for the magic wand to "briiiiinkkkkk~!" and our hair colour will be changed. kidding again lah. (about the magic wand part only)

alien S. look like some tai tai dying her hair. she'll rip me apart when she sees this.

see his heavy double eyelid? he just woke up. was one second late to snap his sleeping face. lol. his friend didnt wanted to dye his hair in the end so baby same back to find us alone.

E.T. lol. oh we dye and highlight our hair. thats why look like that.

see see see him taking out his camera. he wanna take more of the E.T. side of me after i took the sleepy side of him.

so halfway through dying our hair, steph's guy friend, may and ben came to meet us. may took out her braces. nicer smile. haha. and we decided to go shopping at vivo.

cant see the colour clearly from this picture though. nevermind. still got. lol

steph:"take picture leh"
"wait wait"

take 1. not nice.

Take 2. steph:"okay this one nice"
"cannot lah"
"nice lah" i nice can already

baby says i got muscle

may and ben

look like baby's hand? nope. mine. haha

may is blocked by him

see. he blocked everyone. lol

finally i see may!

see my colour? see my colour??

oh i haven said what colour i dyed huh. brown base and blue-black highlight. :)

we are the cheeks

idk what caption to put for this picture.lol

upon reaching vivo, we went to chicken rice shop to eat first cos the 3 girls are starrrrrrrrving.

i think i'll hook onto them for the following 2.5 years of poly life. and hopefull for the rest of my life. :)

can see the colour alreadyyyyyyyyyy????? LOL

camera shy.

she wanna take a look at her ear wax so this is the only way. kidding lah.

tio cramp. LOL

camera shy guys. tsk tsk tsk.

so after eating, we went to walk walk. obviously.

take note when taking such reflection picture when you're wearing denim jeans skirts. thx may.

yeah my hair is growing longer and longer and longer!

we see rainbow. specially meant for us. lol. no lah. i heard rainbow is often up in the sky. and its actually a circle. that's why there are no ends for rainbow. put in physics theory and it'll make sense.

and so i started snapping photos of their sweet moments.

"you jump, i jump"

"dont jump lah. we see cable cars"

i love you :)

research

2008-10-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

a healthy and balanced diet plays an important role in normal menstrustion. as such, malnourished or underweight women too are known to experience late or delay in menstruation.

the amount of workout, dance or sports a female engages in also affects her menstruation pattern. it is learnt that energetic rigorous exercise or athletic trsining causes absence of periods in such women.

changing schedules can really throw off your body clock. this is particulary true if you go from days to nights at work of vice versa.

okay now i know. since i started working, i often skip dinner. why? cos i knock off at 7.30pm. after work, who'd wanna eat dinner alone you tell me? so i rush home to bath. by the time i bathed, its 9. 9pm is too late for me to have dinner because im sleeping at 11 the latest. so, yea.

so, about amount of workout, like i said, i suddenly go down for jogging 3 days a week for about a month.

so now, im not worried about my period not coming, but when it comes. like i said, if it comes on class chalet that day, can buy 4D already.

throw face.

2008-09-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 5 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

TAGGED BY : ASLAM emo guy. =X
List: Jus, Net, Rui, Audrey, Vanessa

1. What are your nicks?
i.) cat
ii.) meow
iii.) orh ni (given by my beloved jieling ah! -.-)
iv.) indonesia
v.) emilene tan EAT ni ah! (given by baby -.-)

2. What do you do before bedtime?
i.) close the windows in the living room
ii.) lock the main door
iii.) charge hp
iv.) brush teeth
v.) turn off my room light and sleep

3. How good is your sense of direction?
- it's as terrific as the way a fish rides a bicycle.

4. What is your favorite snack?
- CHOCOLATES & CARAMEL CANDIES :D

5. What video/ arcade/ computer games do you feel like playing at the moment?
- the sims

6. What do you eat the most?(other than rice)
- i never took note of that.

7. Do you trust easily?
- nope.

8. What’s the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
- so much that i wouldnt be bothered to dig them out for the sake of answering this question. lol

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- yes. my big fat tummy.

10. Do you have a good body image?
- do you think a big fat tummy contributes to a good body image for a girl?

11. Is being tagged fun?
- play catching more fun. can run.

12. What websites do you visit daily often?
- hotmail.com; blogger.com;

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- definitely family and all relatives from both mummy and daddy side. my girlfriends. my friends. my baby.

14. What kind of person do you wanna be?
- i want to have an intelligent brain, the face of hsu wei lun and the rest of the body of evonne hsu. fairness of skin of evonne hsu's too. oh yea. hair would be my cousin, ah girl's natural "perm" hair.

15. What's the last song that got stuck inside your head?
- SHE's 安静了

Evonne Hsu

Hsu Wei Lun

today i was in mrt towards raffles place for my back treatment. then i forgot at which station, 2 malay girls boarded the train. 1 of them is fatter. then the fat one start talking. i was reading my book so i didnt really noticed them. until halfway she moan. then groan. like wtf? then there were seats available when the train stopped at city hall. then she say while moaning:"oh i cant take it man~" and she sit dwn. as she sits, she groan-ed. if you know the difference between groan and moan ya? so until the stop i got dwn at, which is the next stop, raffles place, this is what i heard. from the fat desperate ugly bitch. lol

moaning all the way.
"oh, ah bang, why stare stare uh?"
*then she laughs like pig*
"uhh, ah neh, uhh" oh yea. there is a bangala sitting opp me, looking at them. oh and and they are sitting the same row as me just that they are at the side, im more to the other side.
*then she laughs like pig again*
"ooouuhhhh, ah bang like fierce seh stare at me, ah neh see me too.."
*laughs like pig again*

rofl. first thing that came to my mind is to stuff my fist into her mouth, deeper into her throat, feeling the back of her neck. then i wont hear moaning and groaning or pig's laughing. think i'll hear only pig's screaming. i think she cant even scream ah. dont know whether to laugh at her or use a bat to hit onto her head that's full of fats. but since i cant hit her, i laugh at her la.

im not colour-sist towards malays. i swear. is that malay girl only. i believe even my malay friends who reads this feels disgusted too. they throw the face of those pretty malay girls. in fact, throw the face of malays ah. alamak~ i wonder why the friend of hers wanna go out with her. not shameful meh? -.-

if i have such a friend ah... i tell you, i wont have such a friend in the first place. kick their ass let them fly like air pork ah.

mood: very disturbed

2008-09-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

i dont really have anything to blog these few days. i cant think of anything. because the fats in my tummy is so much that it even occupied the space in my brain causing me unable to think as you can see now that i am talking rubbish for this very first paragraph of this entry.

i am not gonna wear nicely fit tops now. dont say:"it will help to remind you not to eat too much"
cause even if my tummy is empty, you still can see that it is big.

maybe guys wont wanna see the next 3 paragraph after this paragraph cos its a girl stuff. but i know after you see this paragraph, the more you are dying to know what is it. so dont say "why are you saying this kinda stuff in your blog?" cos i've already warned you.

i think part of the reason (nono. is biggest part of the reason) is that my period hasnt come. i've miss my period for like 3 weeks and 3 days already. like wtf? also, this is part of the reason im starting to get grumpy. haha. girls get grumpy when they come period. i get grumpy before period comes.

and why i missed my period for so long? ask my body system. LOL. i guess its because of my sudden jogging 3 days a week exercise. sudden change in metabolism or what ever shit. then i didnt continue. instead i stopped after a month of jogging. why? if you have been a regular of my blog, you'd know. it is because of my back. and metabolism rate changes again and tadah~ it affects the hormones i think?

so, yea. i missed my period for that long. and i guess all the blood is accumulating in the where-the-blood-is-area-of-my-body. therefore its getting bigger. then soon it will burst out like how a balloon bursts. of course not lah. im just afraid it'll come on the class chalet day. then song ga lao sai (shiok until get diarrhoea) ah.

finally today i get to see baby again. we went to vivo. i see alot of chocolatessssssssssssssssss! cadbury chocolate bar filled with caramellllllllllllll i've been searching high and low for it since the past 98326724239578 years i last had it in my mouth.

i seriously wanted to buy but thanks to baby i saved $4.90 lol. cos i still have 2 bars waiting for me in the fridge lah. this one should be there at least until i finish that 2 bars of mine which will be like until next year? maybe not even this year end cos there's a humongous monster in my house who have been eyeing that 2 bars of chocolate for the last few months it had been laying there in the fridge.

wait until 20th. i chiong treadmill ah. nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb!!! chiong treadmill everyday, fats all go away.

actually for this phrase right, you can fit in anything you want before "day" and "away". you just got to get the syllabus right. how come? cos "everyday" and "away" rhymes. so no matter what you put infront of them, they'll sound right.

i wish my tummy will shrink to the size i want before i wake up tomorrow morning and remain that size forever. wish only~

PI LI PA LA WA SA BA! :(((((((

2008-09-27T21:08:00.004+08:00

i stand on the weighing scale. i cant see my weight because my tummy is blocking.
i stand in front of the mirror. i cant see my image clearly cos:

this is how i feel now:

this is what i want. or every girl wants:

if only i can just poke a straw into my tummy and ask anyone who needs more fats to suck all the excess i have away. IF ah walao. its actually quite disgusting also lah. so, forget it. lol.

slap!

squeeze!

punch!

whack!

shit!

vomit!

other than shit, i didnt do all of the rest. so dont worry. okay i did squeeze. oh i shit 2 times again today. LOL. is it because i ate too much or what?

i want to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat but i dont want to grow and grow and grow and grow and grow. for this 3 very very very very very very very very free weeks, i could have jog and jog and jog and jog and jog and jog. but instead, i have to go for treatment and treatments and treatments and treatments and treatments. so i am not alowed to jog and jog and jog and jog and jog and jog for this very very very very very very very very free 3 weeks plus another first week when sch starts. therefore i grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow because all i do is eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat.

RRRRRRRRAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

BORED

2008-09-26T22:34:00.003+08:00

i think i am used to blogging almost everyday during this holiday that now, i even feel like blogging when i have nothing to blog about.

i stayed home whole day today. i repainted my nails 2 times. LOL. i started filling in my new organiser. i ate 2 meals. i shit 2 times. LOL.

how many times should we shit a day actually? from what i think, we should shit 2 times a day. one when you wake up, one before you sleep at night. becaaaaaauuuuuuuusssssseeeee,

i eat dinner, 5 hrs ltr i go to slp, i slp for 9 hours. total 14 hours of time for me to digest my dinner. so i should shit.

i wake up and have lunch at 2 latest. i sleep at 1am. total 11 hours for my to digest my lunch. so i should shit.

but normally, myself, and most of the other human beings, i believe, shit once a day only for most of the days. i remember there is a chinese medical show in the past talking about a topic of how many times should a healthy human being shit and pee a day. but i didnt watch even if i was really interested cos i was doing something else. so now i regret. lol

so for now im listening to 98.7FM

mutton's excuse to get into F1:

"ello! where is your ticket uh?"

"hi. i'm kungfu panda. i am here to give my spare tyre."

"ahh k la k la. go in la"

its also because of F1 that i cant watch my ghost whisperer. :( i wanna see the pretty jennifer love heweit. do i sound like a lesbian? im not anyway. i have baby. haha

i want monday to come faster. then thursday to come faster followed by friday. then tuesday!!! class chalet!!! i miss 1w04.

my eye look bluuuuuuuuuuee! LOL

:)

2008-09-25T22:56:00.001+08:00

i found this from JingFen's blog. kinda true..

Link Here :)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

its really quite true. except for some. but what's definitetly true is the very last sentence. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

anyway, things went well today. as i wished. :)

i think the new songs of S.H.E's are all as nice. i like i like~~

sing emilene sing!

oh so i went for treatment today and mummy helped me ask Doctor Jill if im able to do any exercise.
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"i'm afraid now now. not after 12 treatments" she said smiling to me.

:(

im having treaments 3 days a week now. so it means i cant exercise until 1 month is over. i swear if i am allowed to run, i'll be jogging at least once every week. at least for the sake of a healthy body.

oh yea i got the timing fixed. so i dont need to type out the time anymore. lol.

and and and

emilene tan yi ni finally learnt to type chinese! ya laugh at me huh. nevermind~ thanks million to junjie!

see the fats go *doink doink*

i hope nothing goes wrong. :)

2008-09-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

this, is my piano~ :)

baby gave me this bear. say it looks like me. as chubby.

this is an antique in my house. its a fan. air con fan i guess? idk. this fan is older than me. and it still works well. the wind is still as powerful even if its at the lowest fan speed.

just now in the afternoon~ i went to meet baby first to have his lunch then we bought the same organiser for next year~ mine's pink. his's black. haha.

then met up with brian, siming, shafiq, kenny and jingfen to catch movie. disaster. it was alright for me cos i didnt watch alot of the eng movies. aiyah. i nv watch alot of movies lah. lol. shafiq said out most of the movie names and baby told me some too and i roughly know. but still~ dont know. you know what am i talking? lol.

i just didnt like the chipmunks part. i hate that part in fact. freaking scary. not horror scary. not suddenly pops out and BOO! that kinda horror scary. is.. like how some people are afraid of the looks of dolls kinda scary. aiyah. explain until very kang kor (difficult). go watch and you'll know. stupid fake chipmunks.

actually, i didnt liked chipmunks at all in the very beginning. they are nothing but noisy. no offence to ppl who like them okay.

jingfen and kenny. see his dimplessssssss

i look like i got buck teeth in this picture. i like jingfen's smile.

this is shafiq.
he is cold suddenly.

i zoomed in and forgot to zoom out when i want to take picture with him. LOL. kenny, half the face only. nevermind one lah. :P

duno whats with his lips.

i was telling baby,"they look like they are arranged in S,M,L"

actually, Do, Re, Mi, in every way you see them from this picture. heh heh. no offence really. :D

treatment again tmr. krak krak krak krak~!

25 Sept 08; 0045 hrs

I CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS AGAIN!

2008-09-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

this is my piano. although i bought it like few months ago, i took picture for the first time of her yesterday when i got home after meeting baby. i took some other different angles of her but for dont know what reason, i cant upload any other photos. maybe another time. she's pretty isnt she? okay maybe not at the first sight. cos i didnt like her the first time i saw her in the Music Lodge too. oh. Music Lodge is the shop i bought her from. i was introduced to this shop by my piano teacher.

the first time i went, i saw her. she attracted me because of her colour. i know. first thing that comes to your mind is "this piano looks old" cos i thought that way too. but she kinda attracted me in her tone too. however, i just wanted to rent a piano that day i went. so she wasnt in my mind.

second time i went there i saw her again. dont know why, but sorta happy to see her again. then i tried her out, tried out other pianos there. i still liked her better. then the lady boss there told me her age and boy she is really old. round down 20 years if i remember correctly. but she showed me whats inside her "body" and they really looked as new. very nice too. pricing wise, resonable. heaviness of the keys are just nice too.

and yea. at that point of time i started to like her alot. so i bought it! haha. i wanna find white lacy lacy cloth specially meant for piano to put over her so that she look nicer. and some decorations luh. slowly find.

SO, i did mention i met baby ytd right? yea we went to library again and i borrowed books again. :)

TODAY, i went for my offical treatment. i really didnt know my spinal cord was so serious. okay let me explain in words how a healthy spinal cord should look like in X-Rays and hopefully you ppl will be able to understand.

we have 24 bones in our whole spinal cord from the neck to the butt.

from back view, your spinal cord should look straight.

from side view, your neck should have the ( curve. followed down to your shoulder should be ) like that. then ( curve all the way down to your butt.

okay so for my case, from side view, my neck is a bit more to ) rather than (. doctor says its not good.

from back view, the bones seems nice for the upper part until the lower back, which is a bit lower than my waist. the shape is like ( this. and my right hip bone is higher than my left.

so this explains why my right side is more tensed like what the doctor felt last wednesday. and also why is my in-between-shoulder-and-neck part a bit tightened too.

see alrd i also sian. first thing that comes to my mind is "jialat liao. this will take a long time to cure" but doctor said because im 18, it's easier to get it back to place and also takes a shorter time to cure compared to people at my mother's age.

anyway this treatment im doing doesnt need medication or surgery or whatever. all they do is just using their bare hands to adjust the bones back to place. so as to say, they are professionals. Chiropractic is the name. pronounced as ~~high~~kigh-row-practic.

anyway, there is more to just spinal cord than you know. inside our spinal cords are nerve systems. lots and lots of them. and what do they do? they do everything to our body. even simple things as looking at someone.

how come? because they are in our spinal cord and spinal cord links all the way up from our brain to our butt. and like all of you know, brain plays a big part too. brain sends messages to the nerves and nerves carries out action.

so lets say your spinal cord is pressing onto that certain nerve of yours due to misalignment, that is, your bones among the spinal cord out of place, the action that is controlled by that nerve will have problem carrying out that action.

so you somehow know the important-ness of our spinal cord? it not only holds our body up okay.

so like i said, they are professionals who uses their bare hands to adjust the bones back to its place. and i feel it today. shiok like siao. even mummy and the doctor Jill laughed at me. she said i'll be hearing bone cracking sounds but she's not gonna break my bones, so just relax and i did as she said.

ohyea. im lying dwn on something like a "bed" lah.

then just as i murmured out "oka-" KRAK KRAK KR-KRAK "uhh!" yea i guess you all know i always give out weird sounds. but they are all natural sounds lah!!!!

then it comes to the neck. shiok like.... shiok lah. aft those krak krak krak i feel alot more confortable. its not only 1 or 2 kraks okay. its 123456789101112131415 together okay. nv heard so many at one go before lah.

and so my treatment schedule is out. 3 days a week for a month first. i did the right thing to quit the job didnt i? OF COURSE. (:

oh im seeing baby tmr! :D

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lesson/informations for losing weight.

2008-09-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

i went online to search for "calorie calculator" cos i wanna know how much calories i burnt while doing certain activities but in the end, CaloriesPerHour.com attracted me. for my own reference. but maybe i can share with people out there who wants to go on diet too. or rather, for everyone out there to gain some knowledge about how a healthy diet produces a healthy body. i'm just summarising the informations. for full informations, do visit the website.

Learning to eat well and exercise is the only solution to long-term weight loss.

Types of Eating Disorders:

#1. Compulsive Overeating: Compulsive overeaters usually follow a pattern of binge eating followed by dieting. The dieting phase of this cycle often results in the loss of the weight gained during the bingeing phase, thus the term "yo-yo dieting."

#2. Bulimia: Bulimics overeat and then compensate to avoid gaining weight. Methods of compensation include fasting, purging by vomiting or taking laxatives, and excessive exercise.

#3. Anorexia: Anorexics have a fear of gaining weight and becoming fat, and often see themselves as being fat. In fact, they are underweight and remain this way by eating too little and using the methods of the bulimic to compensate when they feel they have eaten too much.

Diets can be so restrictive that they set you up for failure. Some are so low in caloric intake that you literally don't have the energy to continue with them. And while most diets produce quick weight loss at the outset, they often cause your metabolism to slow.

The result is that you have to eat less and less to keep losing weight. You quickly become discouraged, give up, and start eating like you used to. But now, with a slower metabolism, you regain all the weight you lost, and more.

Many Diet Plans Are Designed for Temporary Use and Lead to Temporary Weight Loss

A good diet plan will be healthy from the start, and will be based on principles that you can follow for a lifetime. In fact, if you have found the right diet plan, it will be one that you will want to follow for a lifetime.

The formula for losing weight is very simple: Consume fewer calories than you burn.

So, what should you eat? You would likely do well to eat mostly fruit, vegetables, whole grains, legumes (lentils, dry beans and peas), and limited amounts of lean animal protein (reduced-fat dairy, fish, chicken, and lean cuts of other meats). Also choose whole and natural foods over processed foods whenever possible. Foods with good nutritional value are not only healthy, they help you lose weight.

Unless you are excited to be following a very specific diet and exercise plan, do not try and change too much too fast. If you have been eating poorly and not exercising, both your body and your mind will have a lot of adjusting to do.

All the sugar and fat were actually quite enjoyable, and sitting on the couch didn't feel too bad, either. If you try and change everything too quickly the odds are greater that you will feel bad, get discouraged, and give up. So be patient.

A time will come when a healthy snack will taste as good as the junk food you felt bad about eating, and you will look forward to your regular exercise.

A diet based on simply eating smaller amounts of the same highly processed, calorie-rich foods typically results in hunger, poor nutrition, and only temporary weight loss. Eating tiny portions of concentrated, processed calories does not satisfy our hunger. We go off our diets and regain the weight we lost. When we do this again and again, it is harmful to both our health and our self-esteem.

Conversely, by eating foods that are higher in nutrients and fiber and lower in calories, we become satisfied eating fewer calories. We can lose weight even though we are eating more food.

Three macronutrients (protein, fat and carbohydrate) provide most of the calories found in foods.

Each gram of :
Protein = 4kcal
Carbohydrate = 4kcal
Fat = 9kcal

Heavily processed foods containing a lot of sugar and other ingredients of little nutritional value are said to contain "empty calories." Because they have little nutritional value, and little of any fiber, they don't keep your metabolism on and even feel like healthy foods do. Thus 500 calories of junk food does not have the same effect on weight loss as 500 calories of healthy food.

A gram of fat contains more than twice as many calories as a gram of protein or carbohydrate.

Many fat-free products have been filled with sugar (and salt) to replace the flavor that was lost when the fat was removed. Whatever you're eating, the formula stays the same: Consume more calories than you burn and you will gain weight. So simply counting fat intake won't do the job.

Low carb diets are based on the theory that restricting the amount of carbohydrates you eat will cause your body to burn fat to obtain the energy it needs.

Through a process called ketosis, our body fat is "burned" or turned into fuel to provide the energy we need. Our bodies run on ketones instead of blood sugar.

It is important to note that if you stray from a low carb diet plan and eat more carbohydrates than the plan allows, it may interfere with the process of ketosis and render the diet ineffective. When confronted with such failures, representatives of low carb diet plans have responded that the dieters are in effect not on the diet plan at all and thus it cannot be said that the diet plan failed.

Are Low Carb Diets Safe?
There is much debate over the long-term effects of low carb diets on your health. While they restrict consumption of carbohydrates, they allow generous consumption of animal protein and fat which have been associated with heart disease and other maladies.

Equally important, many of the foods that low carb diets exclude or greatly restrict have been associated with good health.

1 kilocalorie/calorie (kcal/cal) = 4.184 kilojoules/joules (kJ/J)

As you will learn in the topic Calories in Protein, Fat and Carbohydrates, it is commonly said that a gram of fat contains 9 calories. But there are 454 grams in a pound, and 9 x 454 = 4086 calories, not 3500.

A gram of alcohol provides 7 calories

Exercise plays an important role in maintaining a healthy body, and it makes it possible to create a calorie deficit and lose weight without starving your body and slowing your metabolism. But do not look to exercise as your sole method of weight loss.

Think how many times you've heard someone say, "I'll have dessert and work it off later." As our calculators will show you, that dessert can equate to hours of exercise -- something you're not likely to actually do. Better to eat well in the first place.

Exercise is frequently divided into two categories, both of which burn calories:

#1. Aerobic exercise, also called cardiovascular exercise or simply "cardio," causes you to breathe harder and increases your heart rate.
Performed on a regular basis, activities such as running and swimming improve both your respiratory capacity (lungs) and your circulatory system (heart and blood vessels).

#2. Strength building, also called resistance training, increases the proportion of muscle on your body. Examples include weight lifting with free weights and using a machine with variable resistance.
Because muscle is a metabolically active tissue, the more muscular you are the higher your metabolism will be. This means that you will burn more calories even at rest.

this explains why fit people have high metabolism rate.

Dieting often causes you to lose muscle and your metabolism to slow. Not only does exercise burn calories, but exercise -- especially cardio -- causes your metabolism to remain elevated for a period of time after you finish exercising. And strength building exercise builds muscle, which helps to keep your metabolism elevated 24 hours a day.

When we exercise, our bodies require more energy and our metabolism speeds up to supply it. But most of the time we are not very active, and this is the reason people want to raise their metabolism. They want to burn more calories 24/7, even when they are just sitting or sleeping.

Articles written on the subject of raising metabolism often suggest that an increased metabolism is more efficient because it burns more calories. This is true if your goal is to lose weight. But it is interesting to note that an increased metabolism is actually less efficient, requiring more food to maintain body weight. This goes against nature's design for survival.

Even more important is the observation that an increased metabolism has been shown to cause premature aging. You have to ask yourself whether you are willing to have your body run like an automobile in neutral with its engine racing. The alternative, eating healthy foods in reasonable quantities and exercising on a regular basis, would seem the healthier choice.

okay. i dont think i'd want too high a metabolism rate anymore.

Eat Frequently

It is important to understand what happens when you skip a meal or go on a crash diet. When you skip a meal your metabolism slows to conserve your energy. And when you lose weight too quickly for a few days, your body thinks it is threatened with starvation and goes into survival mode. It fights to conserve your fat stores, and any weight loss comes mostly from water and muscle.

Never skip a meal, especially breakfast, and eat healthy snacks between meals. Eating frequently prevents hunger pangs and the binges that follow, provides consistent energy, and may be the single most effective way to maintain metabolism efficiency.

When you will be away from home or work, plan your snacks and take them along so that you will be able to eat regularly and won't be tempted by junk food. This may be good advice for people who stay at home, too.

But remember that it was probably snacking between meals that caused you to become overweight in the first place. It will be very important that any snacks are healthy, that they are pre-portioned so you won't be tempted to overeat, and that meal sizes are reduced to compensate for the additional calories the snacks provide.

so far, i've read up to here and am lazy to continue cos i'm going to bed soon. so for this whole month's posts, most of them will show what i usually do at home when im bored.

ohya. i went to calculate the calories burnt when im singing while sitting down for an hour. 96kcal. lol. everyday sing for an hour also happy.

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